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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

DAmN tHe HaZe AnD DuRiaN

Apparently,when i walked out my house i'll sneeze.Is really makin me sick.Ok,u done a great job, need round of applause?Thanks to the durian too.U made my dear sick,fever actually.So to the guys out there,don';t consume durian on xtreme environment like this.
It's been long time i didn't blog,so here is the summary.
Friday
Nothing much actually.Almost didnt study as almost half the class went for the heritage play.It was also the last day for Sureka.So,i s rather sad to lost a classmate.But watever is it, all the best in everything u do.Next., i ponteng my pa tuition muahaha.Thanks to foong mei,asked me to followed her to eat KFC.But then,i really miss the spicy chicken.So,it wouldnt be a guilt if i ponteng hehe.
Saturday
Well,12-5.00 pm i was doing my Federal's math.After 5 pm hehe,so i went out to jj to seek a present for Foong Mei,I went to the Memory LAne shop.Nah,those stuff there is bit pricy,so went inside Jusco.Thank god,i found something,a love shaped pillow,it is really big and nice.Dude,don't misunderstood,is just a symbol of friendship.Night fall,went out with Lionel to have some drinks in less crowded Salam Corner.By the way, my friend's birthday was in Stairway,so it was really convenient for me to go tthere.When i reached the Foong Mei forced me to have a drink.So ,bottom up,i think i nearly drank a bottle.Come on,it just Heineken.Is nothing for me haha.However,i felt like one kind as previoulsy i had a cup of Milo Ais,so i hav no idea wats the chemical reaction between Milo and Heineken.So,the clock stroke midnight and the dj asked the crowd to sing the happy birthday song for her...mmmi was really nice actually to hav whole bunch of people to sing a birthday song.How i wished it was me.aiii........
Sunday
nothing to blog
Today
The haze still sturck Ipoh.The monday mornin sarted will the long winded assemblyGosh, my dear principle could you cut short ur speech,i was freaking tired and sleepy standing almost one hour on assembly.Worst still,consuming the polluted air.
It was a great day for me as well as my class almost didnt study.Here's why..
  1. Ps-still in maternity leave
  2. Math- missing
  3. Muet- the conclucion of class skecth.IT superbly funny especially Sok Yi impersonate me.No expectation,she will doin all my character like holding my pen and touch it with the mouth and me wide eyes open.Vivegan's group...gosh...are we living the world of gays?Much salute for Vivegan as he got the dare to act like this.
  4. Bio- hello?my class didnt gave a damn about him.
  5. Chemi- photo session.

Friday, June 24, 2005

Sorry...Mouse

Today,it was really exhausted day for me as many things happening today.First and foremost,the photo taking session.Well,as a monitor, i have be the most outstanding in the pic,so i nearly took 5 minutes plus just got my hair done before i go to school.However,it ended just a ordinary yet not that cool hairstyle.So i sat teacher beside,and shockingly i'm the only guy who sitting in the front row.How lucky hehe.
Second thing,the my group's sketch.Ok, it was awesome as many people cheered for my group.The story started wit the walking to the altar scene which i had to hold Annie's hand and walked to the priest.Gosh,the whole class gone crazy about this scene.Wen Zin done a great job also as she really shouted ' I OBJECT" which made people in the class really astounded.Ok,come to the gay scene..it might seem 18 sx but then me and my partner really entertained my class with those sweet words like silly bunny,u always in my heart - send chill to many people's spine.During the skecth,i was so nervous till i forgot the script but thank god,i could recall back.Yeah.!!!Eventually,my group deserved everyone applause and the teacher felt that our sketch was something interesting.
Third thing,today Foong Mei and i dissecting a mouse.YEwWW..it was bit yucky but then we manage to take many organs out and we did peel of the skin of the mouse.I was so naughty till i played the mouse's intestine as i assumed the intestine is a rubber band.But matter of fact,the intestine really elastic like rubber.The heart is bit tiny,when i pinch it,gosh,the red blood pop up.Yucks.U think that was really naughty?Think again.Mark paul cut the mouse tail and brought it home,Wen zin,cut the mouse leg and showed everyone,Sok Yi,for the love of God,took the mouse's testical out...last but not least,my class prankster,Vijay.He chopped off the Mouse heAD!!!!!That's nasty!!!!!
Last but not least,For my dear.Get well soon.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Formula one FiaSco

It was really upset to see 6 cars racing in da Indianapolis.Wats wrong with the Michelin?What about the other team who didnt race?Wat about my favourite team Mclaren?Restart the race or cancel the race!!!!
Today the weather is kinda moody.But it really suit me as the grey sky means romance for me.Sadly,that person couldnt be with me all the time.Sigh.Nothing much special today,skool-sktech's practice.It was rather funny to rehearsal in the pavilion-sok yi acting my wide eyes open,vivegan dancing the indian dance and flirted by Vijay.Yew..
LOVE.ANGEL.MUSIC.BABY for my dear..

USS4 IDOL

The sky is gloomy again and yet is my wheather,so it is my day too.Today, the part one of my class sketch finally had begun.It started with Somash's group.It was all about family matter,i suppose.I really no idea what were they doing. But then,Sureka has done a great job.Her acting skill was awesome...the eyes,the expression of anger and so on,for Rachel,she just can't stop laughing and Foong mei, quite ok la..but then her voice was rather soft.
The second group was Julian's group.Thx to his group,it was really hillarious especially Julian acting as Ah Pet Jimmy Choo.He was superbly funny,doing the obstructing dance in uss4 audition and he gave a acoustic version of the Doraemon's theme song hehe.Weng yip was not that Ryan Seafood,Carrot sister dance....how can i forget this day.Oh shit,tomorrow is my turn and yet i'm not prepared.
AFter those performance,we locked our class and trapped da teacher inside.Why?Force her to dance hahaha.However, we didnt make it as she likes 70's.Muet period over,i really doin nothing as if the exam was over.I just playin guitar doin rehearsal with my group and finally i can hold woon hang's hand haha.Very pressure ler,coz other guys did an excelent job.What about me?!!Must be more gay.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Formula F

Monday, June 20, 2005

MalaysiAn IdOl Season 1


Yesterday,my god bro ,foong mei and i went to hav a look the road show of the Malaysian idol.We reached the area around 230 plus.And gosh,we are trapped in the middle of the sea of people and balloon,yes,balloons..da stupid pepz for love of god,please low down ur balloonz as it was really blockin my view.Just ignore bout them,da show started with the much hated and long winded emcee and his lame q&a-first idol pop up,not remeber his name,then a fat gurl,also named forgotten followed by Victor,and he really looks cute( damn u ann,said he's gayish),vick-not really big fan as he;smy friend..so nothing much to say,dina-the dancers were really happenin,pepsi-cool(apparently got free drinks there) last but not least,the idol i anticipated the most,Jac.Gosh, OMG and delighted to see her..she's awesome esp she sang When i Fall In Love and nearly fainted when she sang Gemilang.I think she's only person in msia can sing that song.After the show, send my fren home then had dinner in Bonda's restaurant in Greentown.The food there considered ok la but the atmosphere there was really nostalgic..and the waiter there is really cute(According to my friend la)..but he seems ok only.After long chit chatting,we headed to Giant.Actually,no purpose going there as i never been there before haha,so paiseh haha.Window shopping done straight to my fren house...and i sat there on the sofa..few minutes later,i really slept.When i woke up was already nearly 2 am.Since the nite was still young,supper to be called it a night.
Today,woke up at very,9 am as my god bro wants me to had breakfast wit him.Nothing much special also and was in his house for couple of hours doin my math before bid farewell for him as he gonna leaves ipoh to kl for his course and so called holidays.Next,done my hair cut in the salon nearby my house.Poor me,i have 2 wait 30 minutes till my turn..so i picked hp to sms my dear baby hehe.Gosh i blog so many liao i guess i need to stop here.Bu bye...and my dear,don't sleep late and got skool tomorrow.Lov ya..and tonnes of muaks

Saturday, June 18, 2005

LOnG DiStanCe RelationshiP

Thank god is weekend.This week i'm already half death-too many stuff to do in da skool.But it is rea lly fun to see my friends again after two weeks break.This week,my form teacher gave us a task - do a short sketch.Well,for my group will decide to do on the topic 'Homosexuality..haha must be interesting and i'll be the lead actor which turns out to be gay.And i have to give credit to Annie for her excellent job on doing the script.Her script can really send chill to everyone spine.I even could not say those phrases like silly bunny,always you..to a guy.However ,this sketch is for monthly test,i'll do my part.
Today we didnt practice as annie and grace were busy chit chat with teacher,elsie taking care her pet..and so on.So i walked around in the class to listen what other group is doing.Julian's group doing on USs4's idol, vivegan's group doing on homosexuality again and Suit Yan's group is the most interesting; doing an impersonation some of the fellas in my class.Sok Yi will be me,Kean kee will be fairoz ...it must be funny.I just cant wait for the next week sketch.
My life is complete right now(ignore the financial and my studies) as i already got my another half.But this one is gonna be challenging as we talking about long distance relationship.I have no idea how long it will last but then i hope until the times tick for the very last time.I do not know why i fell in love might be the role of the cupid but then my dear had changed me a bit and growing.My dear motivates me to focus on my studies.Although my dear cant really meet me often but then,i do not feel the loneliness any more.
For my dear,
you never know how much you had done for me
you complete the incompleteness in my life
studies and the will to live as i would i say
although we seperated just merely 100km
but 100km not even can be equal my length of my love towards you
I love you.Muaks.
This song for you,just imagine,the sky is grey and the sea is green,this song is played and kept in our hearts
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful • Stop me and steal my breath • Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky • Never revealing their depth • Tell me that we belong together • Dress it up with the trappings of love • I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips • Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above • Chorus:I'll Be your cryin' shoulder • I'll Be love suicide • I'll Be better when I'm older • I'll Be the greatest fan of your life • Rain falls angry on the tin roof • As we lie awake in my bed • You're My Survival, You're My Living Proof • My love is alive and not dead • Tell me that we belong together • Dress it up with the trappings of love • I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips • Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above • Chorus • I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead • Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said • I'll Be your cryin' shoulder • I'll Be lovesuicide • I'll Be better when I'm older • I'll Be the greatest fan of your life

Friday, June 17, 2005

Look At the Sky

look at the sky?wat i see? Love hahaha.I can tell you that i already half attached.Half attached?erm,not officially one but i want my bunny to have more time for us to understand more better.So when the time comes, my bunny will deserve the title.Don't ask me who...i will never tell as i wanna keep it low profile.HAHAHA
Sorry dude,have to call my bunny.To be continued.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

MadE mY Mistake Let u Down

Yesterday i had a suprise.It started with a usual 'yum cha' with my god bro,so he picked up at my house.When i got into his car,he brought his friend.OMG!!!His friend is someone well=known.No name mentioned but then he really famous in malaysia and from ipoh too,you know who i referin to.Hehe.It really very wondeful and a bit of jar dropping .
Today,i felt little bit tired due to the aftermath of the insomnia.Poor me.Apart from that,feel little bit down as somebody is trying to avoid me.It so bloody obvious he is avoid me.Hey,i really can forgot the past and can let it go.Is it i'm offended you as two of my friends knew about the big secret?? i'm really sorry but dun avoid me as it is really hurt.!
Before i end,to annie, is not from our skool hahaha...he is the newspaper in the Star's star two ..inside the bella's ad.DROP IT LIKE IS HOT!

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

THe reTurn of Insomnia

It's back.Yup,my good old sickness/nightmare.It happened yesterday..is really killing me til i only got 1hour 30 minutes of sleep.The aftermath; i really exhausted and my mind was blank while i was in the first day of school.Now my eyes is blackish,god!!Please somebody help me.
Today is da first day of skool.Well nothing much to say,boring assembly,muddy field and Annie finally pierced her tongue.Is really nasty to hear when she playing wit her tongue.Yucks.
btw,i finally can let go that xxxx liao hehe.No more that kind of feeling.Weird huh?why?is it alvin's got a new another half muahahaha....Please don't ask me.My mouth is zipped and you won't expect who is the another half. Sleep!!

Sunday, June 12, 2005

The SOuNd of SiLenCe

Foremost,i would like to congrate to da mommy goat which delivered her baby goat just in front of my house again.Thanks.
Today,is weekend.Nothing much to do,of coz being single,no one dates me.So i started my day with cleanin my cupboard which loaded wit tonnes of papers and books.After long two hours,finally i can close the cupboard's door(before that it can't be closed due to overload).Yeah.Congrates.
After that, my fren called to have a tea break in Mc d.Chit chat like mad there and just had a apple pie plus a mixed ice cream.Actually,mc d in downtown is my favourite one as my child hood memory will pop up in my mind when i'm there.Next,we went to Super Kinta haha.In the entrance i tried the Roman dunno forecasting machine.It is all lies.My zodiac sign is not snake la.Shockin to know that Super kinta is empty with people.Gosh,i think is gonna close soon.I'm sure that in there was less than 50 pepz.So silent and empty as if the whole were ours hehe.Suddenly,no electricity...panic,everybody was running..shouting...nolah,actually,the lights up few seconds later hehe.
Later in the night, i went to the openin ceremony of the lost world.Sad plus exciting were the feeling as i managed to saw the spectacular fireworks but then..how i wish my loved one is beside me..ai....By the way,the sound of the fireworks really cool as the lost world is situated among the limestones,and the echoes of fireworks...phew...like the bomb in the iraq..

Saturday, June 11, 2005

King solomon?moses?jacob?

Is friday again,2 more days to da bloody skool reopen.I'm still in my holidays mood,sleep til afternoon and really no spirit to skool again.I even havent touch my holidays homeworks except probability which unexpectedly i finished the whole questions.Kudos!!For my pa,eh,last minutes haha..the topics r really sucks for me ,biotech in agriculture.Duh?!!
On the other hand, miss tan(my pa's tutor) talked about the conflict in israel and palestin.Finally,now i comprehend the root of the problem.Self thinking-were the falling of Israelit empire and the deadly Holocaust were God's punishments?Sinful deeds come from deadly punishment?I don't why i wrote all these stuff, i'm not totally christian also but then i believe that some one is watching up there.Although he set a lot of obstacles and predicament for me but i believe He set all these stuff cause He wanna mould me to a better person...mmmmm..but then do you forgive me for being not doin the things people normally do? Sigh..

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

the subdued comeback

Yesterday,i went out with my assistant monitor and foong mei.Yeah,nothing much special,rather boring . i'm shocked that parade is absence of people.Maybe the parkson grand is closed.Now only i know that foong mei can speak Thai-let me teach you 'cornincup' which means corn in da cup.She pronounced really like Thai language haha.Later in the day we watched 'Mahjong kungfu'...kinda ok but in the movie,i didnt really concentrate as i do not know mahjong besides,i having my lunch inside the cinema(pop corn).After cinema,dunno wat's wrong with me,i drank a cup of grape,a bowl of honey dew ice plus 7 kaya balls.Must be the single dieases again.I'm really pissed off to see couples in the cinema.AS IF I DUN HAV?!!As matter of fact,i really don't have.Sob...
Back to my friend,he already broke up with his boi boi.He knows that his boi boi wanna be straight,so he let his boi boi goes.But then,his boi boi told him that he will always be his best friend.Romantic?Happy ending?sad ending?Don't ask me.If i were my friend,i'll be very sad and upset as i myself being dumped .To my friend,don't be sad as got plenty of lengchai on the street including me hahaha.

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Probability sucks!!

Whole day i've been doing probability,it really killing me.It sucks!!Damn the fellar who invented this concept!!Tight slap on your face!!!
Back to my friend,he said he still loves his boi boi.By now,the word 'confuse' lingers him.He stil believes that his boi boi will return to his door again.Lately,he is paranoid about hot hunks on tv especially the guy in the mc d advertisment.But then,his mind only thinking his boi boi.SAd case huh? ........Love is really confused,sometimes stupid also..When you don't have it,you will put your time and energy to browse one,and flirting like a mad man..when you have it,like my friend, have to face endless of obstacles....What i really hope for myself is that i can find my the only one who can give me all the love in world.I really envy my friend,his another half sang love songs on his birthday till wee hours.Thats really sweet.For my friend,cherish your lover although he is far away from you for the moment.So i sing a song from me to you for your lover.....
You and I must make a pack, we must bring salvation backWhere there is love, I'll be thereI'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you doJust call my name and I'll be there
And oh, I'll be there to comfort youBuild my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found youI'll be there with a love that's strongI'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter, togetherness is all I'm afterWhenever you need me, I'll be thereI'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love I'll respect youJust call my name and I'll be there
And oh, I'll be there to comfort youBuild my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found youI'll be there with a love that's strongI'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on
If you should ever find someone newI know she'd better be good to you'Cos if she doesn't, I'll be there
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be thereI'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Tomorrow is Sunday.Ai...another day of loneliness..sob....four cornered room again...bu bye

Saturday, June 04, 2005

I'm not finished

First of alll,i wanna congrates berry for winning da competition.YEAH!!!!Today my head is freaking headache..must be not enough of sleep...ai...poor me..
Back to my friends,today his boi boi phone him to said that he is really greatful to have him.Duh!!!My friend is so confused ...is he really serious or not?he doesnt want to be hurt.He felt sorry for his boi boi as if being with him is a burden and he scares there is no happiness..He felt sorry for his classmate too as it is unfair to him for assuming him as back up.He doesnt want anyone to be hurt.What should he do?He really hope that his boi boi will be usual as before..LEt's pray for him...Headache ah...I need rest..bu bye.....(PS= my friend still cant let go)

Friday, June 03, 2005

We bElonG tOGether

When you left I lost a part of meIt's still so hard to believeCome back baby, pleaseCause we belong togetherWho else am I gon' lean onWhen times get roughWho's gonna talk to me on the phoneTill the sun comes upWho's gonna take your placeThere ain't nobody betterOh, baby baby, we belong together.......For my friend,don't listen this song..it makes you to go to da kitchen to take da knife or panadol.Be strong,got many guys outside waiting for you(i suppose)..My friends had overwhemly responded via sms msn wat so ever.Thier responds are dump,u jackass!!!Thats too rough and on your face but then as matter of fact,me,personally,You need peace of mind,go travel or maybe do social work(annie's muet choice)...just relax,anything will be fine and alright..just matter of time!!!u can make it through!!!i and my many friends support u!! I know u have many wishes like riding Ferris' wheel,walking in da part,go travel with your boiboi-all of these,most probably won't happened-y channel your loneliness to find somebody else to make it all happen=>It's been 3 days after the anniversary and yet,he not finding you plus he going home this weekend.This sucks!!!!

next,today went out withh my friend plus her cousin.Kunda fun but it was boring also as,we nearly spend 1 hour in Radioactive,for me i just bought a pair of ear ring,as i'm really broke,i saw many nice shirts but sadly no money to buy!!!!Damn it!!Actually,i'm bit lazy today,i skip my extra class hehe...lazy dude...so lazy till lazy to blog haha..bu bye!!!Hope and prayers for my friend!!

Thursday, June 02, 2005

i MaKe a WiSh 4 U

today,is rather a boring day for.First of all,have to attend the chemistry 's extra class-Frankly,for the 3 hours i have no idea what the heck is going on,when the teacher draw some graph on da board,i just follow,most of the time i just t wit my frens hehe.After the class,waiting for plenty minutes for my mom to pick me up.After the long 20 minutes,the red kancil finally arrived..got into da car,and my mom told me a shocking news-2 people are shot dead in Ipoh's famous Salam's corner-what shockin me the most is my mom got da guts to park her car near the corner of the scene and had a glimpse of those corpses.!!!
Another part of the day-yesterday,i went out with my beloved friend,who apparently,is gay(ok,i admit,i know plenty of gay friends),he was hurt by his boi boi.Here is the sypnosis-yesterday,it was thier first anniversary for being together.What was the heart ache part was his boi boi forgotten it-ok,it was a small matter,so my friend sms him to remind him.For the love of god,his boi boi not even sms nor called him .This sucks.Ok,overall,for this 365 days-the first half was ok,my friend really happy and enjoy,he felt his life is fullfilled,colourful ,amazing and was like 8 days of week of love.But lately,that wonderful feels are slowly fading.His boi boi acting strange and sometimes my friend confused about him.His boi boi seldom calling him,almost once in a blue moon,not finding him anymore and can be said that unfair towards my friend.Unfair -his boi boi willing to take his friends from cameron highland to Kuatan(from west to east),where as,his boi boi would lamented lazy,tired,tak larat to find him where thier houses is just separated merely 4 km.Another unfair case was the new year eve's,gosh ,a calamity should i say-my poor friend poorly parked his car near a so called pub,and countdown alone with the crowd.On the another hand,his boi boi was celebrating happily in Penang with his FRIENDS!!!!Thank god,he got a friend like me,after the celebration,i promptly took my red kancil and find him and accompany him...Futhermore, sometimes,his boi boi treated him just like a normal friend or even worse,an ordinary friend,when they walked shopping,his boi boi would walk ahead faster almost 10 feets away from him and let him walked alone..WHATS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!-besides,my friend sometimes got scolded if my friend find his boi boi to often.For Pete's sake,do my friend's bf really understand profoundly my friends' background.Ok,my friend came from divorced parents,so most of time ,he would feel lonely as he rarely see his dad,his mom would sleep early,his bro will constantly hang out outside ,so left only him in the four cornered room.Dude,i do not think he deserved all these.As matter of fact,got a time he got so depressed,in his class, approached a straight so that that guy will be his accompany.Sadly,it didnt happen much what he hoping for as straight guy matter-but then,he still can't forget his boiboi,he always wondering,does he still love my friend?is it the end? What he told me that he's really hoping to turn back the time and things will be usual like before.....
Due to time constrain,i have to stopped here and continue next time.For my beloved friend,don't think so much,i know you love him very much ,but like every love do,love will come to the end,as the guy is not suit you or not loves you anymore,dont let him take your pride away,be strong,and i will make a wish for you and i hope it can come true that you will be alright with your boyfriend again....To Berry,good luck for your breakdancing competition!!!!You can do it!!!!Must do it!!!berry boleh!!!!!malaysia boleh!!!!Ipoh boleh!!!!!..shit i gone mad again.Sorry again coz i don't have the bloody time to check the spellin as my stomach' call