Handphone in Da soUp

So,my love rfinally agreed 2 stick with da date.I could not ask for more really.So much thanks for really coming in da mid month of March.I wil make sure it is superb honeymoon for us haha.
Yesterday,i went to a bookshop with fm 2 check out for the cookery books.Yeah,i finally gonna touch the frying wok to cook some food but not now haha as the books kinda costly.The recipes in da books were simply saliva dropping.I wish i really could make it someday for my loved ones.
Today it was utterly unlucky day for me.During lunch hour,i was having a bowl of noodles for my meal.Clumsy me, my hand was so slippery and i coulnd not hold my handphone tightly..and so it went into da noodles which full of soup.Holy crap!!My handphone was certified spoil!!!!

Far away

So the result will be out on 16'th of March.Who cares?!I know i will never be the one who can score flying colours.Just keep my fingers crossed that my result is presentable.
Now i really know what's the meaning of time is golden.Yup,time can't buy with money.I know sometimes if u let go the chance of making extra money is feel like sharp knife stab through your heart.But i believe that money could be find again though the sum is not much but it is adequate.On other hand,different case for time.I really wish i could spend da time with mo loved one and enjoy the one whole month which loaded with love.I know we cant' talk about love everyday but hey, we in long distance relationship,we rarely see each other,so why don't we grab the chance?I promise that if any unwanted or unhappy circumstances happen if you prepone the date for me, i'm hell swear that i will be responsible.I gonna let you know it's worth it.End of Feb,u broke da promise ,it's ok cause i know u really want 2 make more money.But not delay til April.I really put my soulful hope on this March 20 since even my exam.Once break it,i really scare my big disappointment will bring a major disaster to our relationship.So,i just keep my finger crossed that it is March of 20 ++.We got nothing to lose!!
Well, i dunno how to describe this unstable feeling rite now but there is a Nickelback song's named Far Away:

This time, This placeMisused, MistakesToo long, Too lateWho was I to make you waitJust one chanceJust one breathJust in case there’s just one left‘Cause you know, you know, you know That I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I miss youBeen far away for far too longI keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never goStop breathing if I don’t see you anymore On my knees, I’ll askLast chance for one last dance‘Cause with you, I’d withstandAll of hell to hold your handI’d give it allI’d give for usGive anything but I won’t give up‘Cause you know, you know, you know That I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I miss youBeen far away for far too longI keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never goStop breathing if I don’t see you anymore So far awayBeen far away for far too longSo far awayBeen far away for far too longBut you know, you know, you know I wantedI wanted you to stay‘Cause I neededI need to hear you sayThat I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I forgive youFor being away for far too longSo keep breathing‘Cause I’m not leavingHold on to me and never let me go

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My Greatest Gratitude

I, Alvin , wanna express my deepest and outmost thank you for my dear.Thank you for finally agree on the date.I know it is my fault that making you reluctant to come here , i sincerely express my regretful apology.Sorry for causing the fuss.I know that you already fed up asking you when gonna come here.Really sorry.I hope you won't put this in your heart.Coz the more unsatisfaction in your mind and heart,the nearer will we get breaking up.Once again for my wrong doing.
Nevertheless, thank you for confirmly coming here somewhere in March.I know it's really hard for you as you have to end your job sooner that it should and couldlet go the extra money you can earn for that few weeks.Sorry again if causing you this trouble.I know money can't buy love but i willingly to pay your expenses here when you stay with me.By the way, we can;t judge love by money.
Last: thank you for spare your times with me somewheere in March.I really appreciate it.I'll promise you that your stay here is no worries, no fight but it loaded with love,care ,attention, gratitude,thankfulness and above of all...cuddle haha.
REall;y a big thank you!!!!!!!!

Soul Searching Again

There's a song; If i ain't got u by alicia keys which the intro goes...Some people live for the fortune,some people live for the fame.....So,what i looking for? Yeah,most of the people is just look for the fortune but i won't preoccupied by the fortune.There's something that is larger than life i suppose.What i want for life is a good career.Good career for me is not all bout money.But doing things that i like and i interested and expand my capability in that particular career.What i really hope i can be in the future is to be the next Ted Turner.Build my own empire network and excel in it haha.Alas,it is a long journey for me but then i know wat i want i hope i can achieve it.
Secondly health.I dun have much problem with my health though i have weak digestive system and my sensitive skin.But lately,i suspect myself i got high pressure as everytime i eat prawn or get pissed off my heart will pump very fast.Young guy with old health problem...sigh....
Last but not least, a successful career won't be realized without a good lover behind.I have found one.However,i admit that our relation is a bit hostile lately.I have no idea whats the root of our problems.We will get easily pissed off just a tiny matters.What all this for?I really scare to lose you.Everytime i fight with you,ill be very heartache and disappointed.I'm tyring my best to get our love to survive but you seem to lost all the confident,making me i losing too.Once we all lose it,thats it ,it will lead to breaking up; you will go your way and i will go mine.Of coz i dun want this to be happened.NEVER EVER!!Dear,we come to this far,i don't want to give up.I know sometimes i did something wrong or even u really pissed me off but thats already past.Dear,this kind of the relationship is really hard 2 find the right one.Dear, no one is perfect in the wolrd'you and me too.Complement each other weakness and moulding each other to become a better person.Dear,my life nothing i can proud of....i have nothing and not perfect,broken family,no bling bling......i just got you.If you dump me,i rather end my life now.I'm not blogging this just to make you happy or to pity me, these are my words from bottom of my heart.I'm really sorry if sometimes i got the bad attitude again and again.......From the moment i saw you, i already fell in love with you...

VALENTINE: For my dear

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this blog just specially for my dear:
Hey dear, today is valentine.I know we couldnt spend this day together but i really still feel so blessed that i got someone who really loves me.I promise you to celebrate with loads of suprises when you stay wit me ok?It will be our own valentine.
Dear, i'm not a good speaker and sometimes i really have trouble to express my love for you.I have some bad attitude and we always far apart.But you still there for me,everyday sms me.Your sms mean da world to me.
You know,i won't commmit myself to a long distance relationship as it seems hard for me.But u made me change that perception.You not only made me to be committed but u made a better me.Before i met you,i just a guy who really hopeless and dun give a damn about da future.But u, u decorate my future.You made me to planned for my future.
Dear,i know we sometime fight or even both of us dun talk to each other sometimes,i feel very very extremly miserable.I'm afraid to lose you.I never thought wat my future wil lbe if u dun love me anymore..
am amazed When I look at you I see you smiling back at me It's like all my dreams come true I am afraid If I lost you girl I'd fall through the cracks And lose my track in this crazy lonely world Sometimes it's so hard to believe When the nights can be so long And faith give me the strength And kept me going on , You are the love of my life And I'm so glad you found me You are the love of my life Baby put your arms around me I guess this is how it feels When you finally find something real My angel in the night You are the love The love of my life Now here you are With midnight closing in You take my hand as our shadows dance With moonlite on your skin I look in your eyes I'm lost inside your kiss I think if I'd never met you About all the things I'd missed Sometimes it's so hard to believe When a love can be so strong And faith give me the strength And keep me holding on !!!!
Dear,this one is for u:
If there were no wordsNo way to speakI would still hear youIf there were no tearsNo way to feel insideI'd still feel for youAnd even if the sun refused to shineEven if romance ran out of rhymeYou would still have my heart until the end of timeYou're all I need, my love, my ValentineAll of my lifeI have been waiting forAll you give to meYou've opened my eyesAnd showed me how to love unselfishlyI've dreamed of this a thousand times beforeBut in my dreams I couldn't love you moreI will give you my heartUntil the end of time...You're all I need, my love, my ValentineAnd even if the sun refused to shineEven if romance ran out of rhymeYou would still have my heart until the end of time'Cause all I need is you, my ValentineYou're all I need, my love, my Valentine.......

valentines: Angels and Evils

Today when everyone will celebrate thier loves.For those unattached,it is a nightmare where u just pretending u hav a imaginary lover,go out with your bacheloer friends or even just sit at home and celebrate with your tv or com.Thank god,i'm not one of those though..far away from me.
So yesterday and today i work as florist boy in my aunt's shop.It was quite hectic but it quite krewl.What was really warming was the smile of the recipients...You just can feel thier love and joy.It is really sweet indeed.Special thanks to Foong Mei and Barry also for lending thier hands.Thank you.to barry, Apparently,i was quite shock as you pop up in the shop without letting me know.Thanks anywhere.Though i'm bit boring for u as i'm still a shy bug,u gotta really know me well so u can have a another a hyper active fren like me haha.By the way,we still havent found da chocolate haha.In the shop,i had to blog this.Some customers r really fussy!!!
"hey,this looks like pandan leaf"
"So expensive just flower and paper?"
"Too small"
The list just go on and on.Hey,why dun u buy a wreath for your lover?!!
I dun wanna metion about wats the angelic side of v day as u all know it is a day when u guys out there express thier lovey dovey to each other.The evil side is all about money.This is the time where florists,restaurant ,jewellery or even chocolate shop made a boon for thier biz.Worst of all, the guys had to struggle for a place in restaurant or even coffee shop just to have a nice dinner or even candle lit dinner.Whats' that for?I thought if u really love somebody, you shall treat your lover good everyday not just today.

LoVe is In The Air

The valentine is just around da corner,and i could feel da heat.Roses are evrywhere,cards and of coz the love songs.For me,it was bit sad here as i cannot celebrate this meaningful occasion with my dear as i workin and distance problem.Nevertheless,14'th of Feb,just a day only,for me..holding your hands and lookin into ur hands ,it is a valentine for me.Everyday hear your voice or just be around you,it already considered v day for me,..hey,we could spend v day everyday once u coming to stay wit me haha...
So today, i went to search for a card for the v day.It was nearly 1 m long,and cost me around RM20.It is really really gigantic and meaningful,just can't wait to give it personally to me dear.Aiks...
thursDay nite,i watched da grammy show.It was quite ok,wat missing was the host.Where is the host?What i dissapointed also was MC.She just won 3 where else,u2 won 5.Hey,i thought the group should be nominated last year?!!What i really like da show was the performance by Paul with Jay z and Linkin PArk,3 genres put in 1 song,it was fantastic.

My AuntifiEd Life

Sigh..my mom had left for Switz for 5 days but it is still ok though, still manage to survive.I tel you guys wat sort of different that have changed in my life.
First, i'm pretty lonely when i'm not out of the house.I never knew the house it's so big and empty.Feel like want somebody to cuddle me but then,it will be soon haha.
Second,i have no idea wat 2 eat.Yes,this kind of life is considered a happy life.But not me.Because those days,my mom will deciding for me,but now it is really headache for me.
Then, the aunty's life.Drop my bro to work,washing clothes,laundry ,floor cleaning ..hey,is this kind of life that every aunty has?Worst still ,i even watch Oprah and TVB serial dramas....
Back to my activities that happened yesterday.So, me and my friend for a fortune teller somewhere in da town.The lady said my life is ordinary one.However, my life won't be a bachelor life as i myself will be attracted to many gurls.Yucks!!,it's that true,if it is so,y my handphone is so silent.Then,i asked how about my relationship wit my current lover who has a dragon zodiac sign.She said that we would have to tolerate each other as both of us are very stubborn type and easily get angry.We have to go through a challenging kind of life for few years,if we succeed, my lover will be my life partner.HAhaha,i dunno is true.....

LeaVing On The Jet plane

Apparently,2morow will be last day i seeing my mom before she leaving to Switz.The feeling is not sad though but it is fear and excitement.Because i never ben leavin by myself before as i'm bit mommy boy.But hey,i'm already 20, i will know how 2 take care my self though first few weeks willl tough as the adaptation.
So,wat would my life be?Actually not much, most of the time,my companion will only be da tv and of course have to take care about the chores.Plus,i will rarely eat home cooked food isntead most of the time ,outside food.I just keep my fingers crossed everything will be okay.Anywhere,in the end of MArch,it will be a honeymoon for me with my loved one hehe.
It's been awhile i didnt blog about my love life.My love life lately is sitll okay though we had great fight couple days ago.I'm really sorry and repent for my wrong doings and bad thinking until i really pissed my dear off.After all these things that i've done,i really afraid to lose you.I indeed learnt my lesson.If u given me a chance to have another life next year,i would not take the chance as i know in my life now,i got u.I only want you for rest of my life.I'm not writing this lovely dovey stuff to mae u happy but all these are bottom of my heart.

LeaVing On The Jet plane

Apparently,2morow will be last day i seeing my mom before she leaving to Switz.The feeling is not sad though but it is fear and excitement.Because i never ben leavin by myself before as i'm bit mommy boy.But hey,i'm already 20, i will know how 2 take care my self though first few weeks willl tough as the adaptation.
So,wat would my life be?Actually not much, most of the time,my companion will only be da tv and of course have to take care about the chores.Plus,i will rarely eat home cooked food isntead most of the time ,outside food.I just keep my fingers crossed everything will be okay.Anywhere,in the end of MArch,it will be a honeymoon for me with my loved one hehe.
It's been awhile i didnt blog about my love life.My love life lately is sitll okay though we had great fight couple days ago.I'm really sorry and repent for my wrong doings and bad thinking until i really pissed my dear off.After all these things that i've done,i really afraid to lose you.I indeed learnt my lesson.If u given me a chance to have another life next year,i would not take the chance as i know in my life now,i got u.I only want you for rest of my life.I'm not writing this lovely dovey stuff to mae u happy but all these are bottom of my heart.