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Saturday, October 29, 2005

The retirement

Yesterday,after 1 week of study leave, i went back to da skool for the retirement of my Principal,the good old Mr Louis.Though had to wake up at unusual early and wore my untouched uniform,the feel like i was having a month long break.
The function for Mr Louis retirement was bit ok but the speeches were really mental torturing and testing everyone the degree of patience.Sitting under the hotty camp plus the breath was getting harder to breath plus the ever hot shiny sun..gosh!!!The performance ??Yup,we only could barely listen of the background music.One of the performance was breakdancing..the lower form serenade thier dance by booin them,i dunno y..but then the so called break dancing was not that break actually.One of my friend said-thier looks r great,duh??
What i like the most was the drumming stuff by Sikh society.i guess,the best came at last.Splendid performance indeed with those beat and two hillarious dancers,AWESOME!!
But after all, the main objective was give a nice good bye to Mr louis.Mr Louis for me,was the MAn of my school.I really caught by his humility,sometimes u feel him as a father figure of the skool.He had done a great job,interlocking pathway,upgraded form six block plus non forgotten the 5 star studded toilet,even the toilet look more beautiful than the office.Though,is time to call it a day but ur legacy really much alive for infinite time.Good job,Louis!!..Stay young and healthy always!!!

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

need to be next to u

Been running from these feelings for so long
telling my heart I didn't need you
pretending I was better off alone
but I know that it's just a lie
so afraid to take a chance again
so afraid of what I'd feel inside
but I need to be next to you (need to be next to you)
oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath with you (share every breath with you)
oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see your smile each morning
look into your eyes each night
for the rest of my life
here with you, near with you
oh I
I need to be next to you
need to be – next to you
right here with you is right where I belong
I'll lose my mind if I can't see you
without you there is nothing in this life
that would make life worth living for
I can't bear the thought of you not here
I can't fight what I feel anymore
'cause I need to be next to you (need to be next to you)
oh I, oh I
I need to share every breath with you (share every breath with you)
oh I, oh I
I need to know I can see your smile each morning
look into your eyes each night
for the rest of my life
here with you, near with you
oh I
I need to be next to you
I need to have your heart next to mine
for all the time
hold you for all my life
I need to be next to you
I need to be next to you (to be next to you)
oh I, oh I
need to be, need to be next to you
share every breath with you
oh, oh I
I need to feel you in my arms, babe (oh...)
in my arms, babe (oh I...)
I need to be next to you
oh I, oh I
(oh I...)

that song by leigh nash..dear,i hope this song can tell what i sufferin right now

Wouldn't be nice if we get older

Today is my third day of my study leave.WEll,got study a bit but most of the time i just sleep.No idea what happened to me, lately,i have high tendency to sleep,regardless while i watchin tv or i doin my studies.I think getting older...
Lst sunday,it was an important day for me as for the first time in my life i had interview for a job,workin in genting to be exact.The situation day was chaotic,everyone was scarvenging for the forms and one of the interviewer was absolutely and ultimate BITCH.It was not a succesful one though..but nvm,actually i'm not very keen to workin there as i cant really havin my life in the building for couple of months.
Why i wasting almost 6 hours and left my studies just for the interview?i guess i just wanna accompany somebody to workin there.But then,had second thought,am i forcing myself??
However,i really wish could use my post exam holidays to live with that particular somebody,but our love is really forbidden..now i feel my self so pressurized....what i really hope is my bro really going to Japan.Now only my hope is on the hand of God,i really wish,it will come true....
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

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Friday, October 21, 2005

The Death of First LAdy


Today,it is a sad and mournin day for Malaysians as our beloved First lady had returned to Lord at 755 am this morning.Indeed shock and never thought,she would leave us that fast-just merely 2 years being the first lady.My deepest condolonce to the PM,may God give u strength for comin days to bring this country into greater height.
On lighter note, yesterday it was my physically last day in my school as there will no other day we really sitting in the class.So,the class was busy chatting and taking pictures.Earlier,i was bit shocked as the principal called me to da stage for givin me the cert and gave tribute to my ex board.Apparently,i was bit sleepy that time,then,suddenly he called my name hehe.
My class can be labelled as happening one.Lots of laughter but only Mr K. brought calamity to my class.The most unforgettable event have to be my class sketch.Damn hillarious-Julian as Jimmy choo,i being a gay fellar-uss4 idol.Sun bathing for sport day which got second runner up,stay back for Mr K, ticket selling...just sad,to say goodbye....

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Speech Day & my promP

Last weekend it was bit happening weekend for me,my speech day and my so called promp nite.Speech day,it was pretty cool at the beginning when they show LCD presentation serenade with crystal songs...looking back the history and achievements..sisgh,this is my last speech day for me in this skool,time flies really fast....the year is closing to curtain fall and i will finally end my school life,happy or sad or miss..i've no idea yet.Back to da award presentation,the boredom strucked me wehn the VIps giving thier speech and the most boring part was to wait for the award presentation to the curicular and academic recipients.The sad thing was i was the last recipient of the function,last but not least huh?....My award is entitled the THE MOST OUTSTANDING MONITOR' ..well,i dun think i'm the best monitor around,but then,after being monitor since form 3, i guess nothing wrong if i recieved the award.
The next day,it was my promp.Apparently,i was late for around 1 hour plus,of coz not fashionably late but i had to pick some frens of mine from far away for the function.When i reched the school compound,i had no chance to entered the hall as i was busy taking photos,i guess the main reason for the promp was only picture taking and just eat.So,this the atmosphere in the hall: fashion show and couples of dudes singing which were really out of tuned .....

To be continued.......BTw,the pics for the promp is in my friendster....

Friday, October 14, 2005

A speech day rehersal

today,i almost didn't study at all at skool as totally involved in my rehersal for my speech day.The speech day was really testing my ability to not sleep and stay a wake.Gosh,it was superbly boring in the hall,moreover i'm the last person who receivin the prize.Futhermore, i was shocked by a teacher's manner in the hall.He was the coordinator of the function.For me,as a teacher,is a role model who the students look upon.But in this case,that particular teacher should not askin the students' name by saying " WHO ARE YOU"..for me,this is kinda rude and really totally out from our school themed, a world class school...

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

OtheR Side Of THe world

My gruesome exam is just few weeks away.FIY,i stil havent finish my studying...Sigh.Today da skool ,again boring again as Fm is absent,nothing much about today ,just got new haircut.Oh yeah,before pen this blog,my house was sturck my thunder storm and strong wind til there is no eletricity for almost 30 minutes.It was bit scary when u alone in darkness..when nobody beside you....
My mind now is partly studies and partly my post exam life.My post exam life is loaded wit word of uncertain.This is gonna or likely wat happen to me, my mom likely will go to Switzerland to work while my bro if chosen will go to Japan for training.So,only me in this world.Albeit being alone,it also provide me a chance for me to be really indepedent.Not only that,if i'm going to live alone,if possible and my wish, my another part could really live wit me and settle down wit me for i guess half year.Cooking together,doing chores together,breakfast together...gosh like married couples haha.For time being,i just focus ony my studies and hope,things really going my way in the future.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

9 Days Of VeGE

Yup.I've became vegetarian for 9 days due to 9 Emperor Festival.Today is second day,i still survive though i'm prohibited to eat meat.MAny of my frens r shock y i'm become vegetarian..for god sake,do i look extreme carnivor?!!
On the hand,the class was kinda cool as just plenty of ppl present-not much teaching today,so most of the time we did our own works.For me,i really did some math questions but then most of the time i just eat.Yup,eating in the class as if we havin picnic in the class.This wat we had-3 type of biscuit,2 type of kacang puteh,checkadee,cheezel and not forgotten da sweets.Not only that She ying brought LOH MEI KEI to eat!!!!
Nothing much to blog liao..tired and rainy day,wanna nap!!

Monday, October 03, 2005

AnoTher Splendid WeeKend

The song that playing now is just nice,CRazy my Kci and jojo-can really convey my feeling rite now...i just going crazy thinking bout some one.This time we really spend more intimate time together as we spend most of the time at home.For the first time,i really gave my loved one flowers...haha,so it was bit sweet and suprise for the one who received my flowers.On the other hand,we went to da Salvation Army,it was bit headache for us as we had no idea how to spend da RM 15 coupon-so we ended up-bringing home-garlic bread,peanut butter cookies,fruit tart and ice creams.After sweating in salvation army-cool breeze in Parade.Nothing to blog here as we stumble upon a bunch of aunties havin aerobic dance in vicinity of Tesco,it was bit funny actually to watch the aunties move.For dinnder,this time around had dinnder with my both of my parents!!!Pressure was above our sky as we have to pretend as friends.For today, woke around 10 something but really get out of bed at 12 something.Past our times in JJ.Wat was caught my mind in jj was the white big horse in the entrance and toys named sea monkeys.It said it was peeting kind of games-it looks cool which i really wanna buy but of come financial constrain again.
I think i should have blog this stuff as bit so so for some people.Oh yeah,da so called class party,it was kinda ok,but the food gosh, i wonder if the chicken was marinated with salt!!!!Even my tears was pumping out when i had the first bite.But nevertheless,Annie's cake was the saviour,it just simply delicious.Thanks ,annie!!

Sunday, October 02, 2005