Wake me up when septemBer ends

We already reach end of september.Say hi to october.Actually, i wish to be waken up in november as my sem break is in that month.Anywhere,it is considered end of the year, cant wait to enrol to the brand new year.But sadly, i still worry that i would celebrate my xmas without any present from my lover and i would not be able to say ' i love u' to my lover when the we step our foot into 2007 at 12 am.Dunno when and how my love would come.I'mnot desperate ok but just then i'm not strong enough to live alone.Is pretty sad you know,when there is nobody to talk too when you feel lonely,no shoulder to cry on when you're down and there is no good night kss or even sms before you sleep.Sigh,i know i'm loser but so what the hell,i want it.This is my life.
Anywhere, back to my contemporary life.It was sucks.when i reached home i would just sit in front of the computer and do my assignments.Damn it,why every assignment's due date like so close to each other.Sigh..Oh yeah,yesterday my so called Social Awareness club done a donation campaign in TCSJ.It was so not successful by the way as we would not able to enter class by class.But, i found that pupils in TCSJ were more generous than my campus.Why?they would donate 5 to 10 bucks.For TCPJ,max was only RM2.....

I'm Lindsay lohan?!

Is already wednesday today.Second last day for this week.My sem break is just one month plus away.i really wanna plan for my sem break but due to tight assignments schedule,i really do not have time.sigh....Anywhere,otday i woke up late..was like 650 am.gosh!!i rush like a mad dog...without any breakfast somemore.thank god no gastric for me.Though i'm tired and had a rushy day but i do enjoy my day today.Yeah,the presentation i guess was the best for me.FYI, i did the presentation on the tilte simply called 'LOVE'...which is still seeking,.......



What kind of Celebrity Ho-Bag are you?

Keep it strong and move along

Sob..i still trapped in the assignments.So much assignment til there is only tiny space for me to breate.So how am i lately?Doing ok and still single but i guess my singled days are numbered hehe-i hope.Nothing much happening to me lately,just sick and tired of the assignments.You see i dun even have time 2 blog....sigh....p/s..today i quite down as my minor essay done not that good.Goodness,is only 15%.

Return To Innocence

Phew..is been long time that i touched this website.I have loads of stuff to blog but due to my assignement's hectic,i did not have the time til now.Anywhere, though it's been a tiresome for these past few days but i did have lots of fun.
But not for wednesday.I had a bad day indeed.First of all, i did win in the debate but i really didnt convey my points well as i didn really prepare.I felt that,erm...unsatisfied with myself.Sigh.then, i lost my cover for my thumb drive ah!!!!.To add salt on my scar, apparently,i need to print my assignment urgently for me to submit the heck happened.It didnt print out.i had to go way yup to library to print few pages of paper.Damn it!!Well things went smoothly since Miss Fara's class.I just felt active in her class,maybe her content of learning or otherwise..can chat in the msn while havin the class hehe.Anywhere,right after class, me,min min and kait went to sunway college.it was my first time there though i past the college thousand of times.It was cool and it has a absolute campus atmosphere.How wonderful if my campus was like thiers.Sigh...Seriously,my campus is cum with other tenants,so u would imagine the world there.U cant really distinguish who is student and who is worker...
On thurs...i suck in the presentation but what the hell, as if i care.this was not the main point of the day.Instead, my club(Charity club) of my collehe had an event- a donation drive to colleect money for the National Cancer Society.Well,it've been 2 years i nvr touched this donation and charity work.Initially,the drive was cancel due to improper planning and no authorization from certian authority but i dunno why eventually,it stil on.Anywhere, I ,Michele and Chandhi in one group.we went a lot of places like library, a pool club and even a newly discovered student center.Gosh,the atmosphere was like so cool there.

And today, i met my long time no meet friend ,Julius!!!We met at KLCC.Seriously, we were so free til we just window shopping and even strolling in the park.Felt guilty too as i got tonnes of assignment still left untouched.Besides,my temptation got so high as once i saw a nice cltohes,i would tend to buy it.But then,the price was too high for me.sigh.....i wonder how julius canlook so fair.
Back to the titlte everyday.Thanks minmin as without her,i could recall this song.It is by enigma.Check out this lyric:



That's not the beginning of the endThat's the return to yourselfThe return to innocenceLove - DevotionFeeling - Emotion Love - DevotionFeeling - Emotion Don't be afraid to be weakDon't be too proud to be strongJust look into your heart my friendThat will be the return to yourselfThe return to innocence If you want, then start to laughIf you must, then start to cryBe yourself don't hideJust believe in destiny Don't care what people sayJust follow your own wayDon't give up and use the chanceTo return to innocence That's not the beginning of the endThat's the return to yourselfThe return to innocence Don't care what people sayFollow just your own way Follow just your own wayDon't give up, don't give upTo return, to return to innocence.If you want then laughIf you must then cryBe yourself don't hideJust believe in destiny.
Sometimes,life is like bit unfair.Is not that really true.Sometimes u just preoccupied what people have in terms of material.but look at yourself,you are far more better than them inside.yYou should be proud of being who you are.Don't let other people manpulating you.Just be yourself my dear.You may seem things are not going you way and the bad ones keep smacking on your face.It just momentarily and it just a test.When it time comes,all the good thinds would be abundance for you and all the aspect or things which you missed,stolen and relinquished-we return back to you-return to innocence.

Jealousy turns to Saint

Am i nut?the time now is like 1 something and i already finish my critique essay.Maybe i too indulge myself in blogging.Anywhere,lately is all about assignment.Me and my coursemates as well are feeling the stress.You know we like to procastinate and the due dates are getting near,so u can imagine how stress are we.
Anywhere,thats not so much stuff to blog.Done badly for my ML's log book-this happened to my coursemates.Today, i did an arm exercise as well-apparently, i had to carry of box of candies for our charity purpose.okay,back to the title.Yesterday,i discovered that my ex got a lover now.Kina unease feeling run through me.Maybe she's my ex-u know ...Just wish her all the best.love thingy is kinda mean u know-u could bring the moon for the person when u in love with him,talk sweet sweet words and how they care and concern for you.When break up,these sorta treatment and sweet promises which were meant for you,in just split second transfer to another person.Thats sucks!!maybe this is the reality of love.So,now almost everyone got lovers but not me.Well, i suppose the last one would laugh the loudest....

holidays Blues

Sob...my sem break is over.Today i have to go back to my college again.Early morning have to wake up.That's sucks.But anywhere, though the class were boring but not really had those holidays blues.Just lazy to wake up early.Yet again,i have to face tonnes of assignment.My sem weekends were quite awesome.
On friday,i was hanging out with Hansen and andy.Well, initially we had no ideas on where we going to.We pop up with stupid ideas like driving down to kl or penang.As if i'm so rich la?!So,we ended up singing k.Ok, for me who is english educated-realy dun hae much choice-so i just sang,i mean shouted english songs-oldies-beatles and cliff richard were my favourite- and malay songs haha.Andy was singing non stop and ear sickening indon songs.and for Hansen who is pretend like pro singer-chinese songs.We sang about in the late night 2 something then we head to somewhere to chit chat.After i drop hansen home,i reached my house nearly 5!!!
On sat, i met FM again as she came down from Genting.As usual-we went to jj,tesco and we ate a lot!!!From satay to Old town to my home stuff.
Sorry i cant blog much as got assignment to do...i just cant wait for the hari raya break..and less than 2 months...i'll finish my sem =>

too Little..Too late

In ipoh.Anywhere,i wanna blog what happened to me yesterday.I missed the bus!!!Damn it!!!!This is the story.I woke up nearly 9 something and the bus's departure was 1130 am.So is like bit rush for me.Anywhere, i reached the bus stop,i mean the one at my aprtment like 10 am.So pissed off ,there was no bus.Okay got one,but i dunno what the heck happened to driver, he didnt stop at by bus stop.He made a u-turn instaed.So pissed.Eventually, the bus arrived at almost 1040 am.Ho9w late?!!!Initally,i was about to take the cab to KTM but thank god,before i opened the door,the yellowish mini bus popped up.So saved 8 bucks.Though there was no delay for the KTM commuter and the lrt but i reached pudu like 1140 am.So, the bus left and i had to take trouble to seek an atm machine to withdraw money to buy the half priced ticket.Okay,seriously,i just had rm 2 in my wallet.How poor am i...sigh...
On the other hand,my life in ipoh is just eat,sleep,tv and asssignment.This sucks!!

Bah kut Teh and KFC

Really tired indeed today.Woke up like 9 am which just 4-5 hours of sleep.Thanks to my assignments ,Hansen and Darren's sms chatting.I slept at 4 something.I dun even dare to look at my dark wrinkle.Anywhere, i had a trip down to Klang for Bah Kut Teh in Klang this morning.We kicked off like 10 05,since the traffic was pretty smooth ,we reached there about half an hour or earlier.So,how bout the bah kut teh.We ordered drired and soup one.Apparently, the dried one is the specialty from there.How was it?pretty ok but bit spicy.But yet,the aroma and the taste of the Bah Kut teh was kinda lost.Overall,just average-sorry to say.
After that,we had detour arond klang.Oh yeah,we went to the Rachter el and Alicia's old skoolHeard many ghost stories about that skool.Kinda spooky but then i dun believe it after all hehe.the school was rather big than mine bt my skool still the most outstanding the skool.Just look at it building,is likea castle.It even featured in the spet and up coming-good boys movies.
anyhwere,i cant blog much as i very extremely sleepy.KFC>?Yeah,i had a kfc i mean in abundance of chicken-i had 3 chicken,spicy one-now like full to my throat .Bah kut teh in the afternoon and kfc at night..thas so healthy

sep 11...Tears and blood

Well well well.Is 9/11 again.5 years.Half a decade.What happened in this 5 years-in the global scale.Yeah,the word 'terrorism' is like the moral panic of the society today.Everyday in the newspaper,u r likely to see the word.Anywhere, what really the Bush's administration did after 5 years of the tragedy.War and unnecessary policies.Face it-we've seen 2 major wars in afghan and iraq.Ok war in afghan seem logical as to oust the Taliban.but what about Iraq?Is there any weapon of mass destruction there which could harm US?Or just the oil in Iraq really a big matter for US.I suppose so.Then beside terrorism-US waged the war on Iraq in the name of democracy and liberation.Duh?Attacking other country plus unilaterally-is democracy?I doubt that.Thoughts and prayers go out to the victims and those who departed.Be strong and move on!!!!And for Mr Bush, make a decision that benefit all -without tears and blood-and plzz no more war.
On lighter note,back to Kl again for few days and i'll be going back to ipoh this wed.Busy guy eh?Actually i had been persuaded by Adrian to come back here.Don't ask me why.Quite tiring as travel back to kl.You know pudu is like super crowded and dangerous then take lrt to Kelana.Phew....poor alvin.
Anywhere,i'm gonna blog what happened on saturday.At nite i went out to hang out with Hansen.We like nuts fella apparently haha.Firstly, we went to window shopping in JJ.I'm bit weirdo coz u know,klis like shopping paradise and got loads more of option compare to Ipoh but yet i still like shopping in ipoh.I have no idea.Maybe it has least option so i wont confuse on what to buy.We didnt buy anything from there sadly just reading magz in MPH.Then,we went to greentown for dinner.Initially we went and sat down in Repulse Bay but due to some circumstances we went to a particular hawker stall just opposite-had ikan bakar there.Awesome.Then,we in explorace like usual to rush to da cinema to watch Monster House.Dudez, i recommend u to watch this movie as it is entertaining blended with suspend and quite scary though.i wanna reiterate here i'm not a kid ok though i like to watch animation movie.I cant believe that Hansen could almost screamed in the cinema.almost only ok?So after movie, we went to Old town to sneak peek at the set of the movie of Ang Lee-lust something something.Sadly, we were not able to see them and i ca/t see LEE hom!!! thats sickening.All we could see it just the green double decker bus moving.Nevertheless, our proximity to the oscar winning director and the very talented singer was so close.We really satisfied..actually only Hansen,i wanna see lee hom so much..Sigh......

I dunno who U r but i'm With U

Thats the song from Avril.It just suit my mood and feeling rite now.Wish somebody new in my life can take me somewhere new.Wish that someone who can love me and i love her too.Sigh...Somebody help me!!!I guess is getting serious as my mood 2 study just vanished because of this.Single sucks!!
Anywhere, today is another lifeless and empty day for me.Just went out to have lunch and hair cut.Well, i got interesting fact from my hairdresser.She said that my hair is thick.Yeah,obviously.Cause?Too much nutrient for my hair.Duh?!
Apart form that, Ang Lee and Wang Lee hom is in Ipoh!!!!Gosh, i want to see them so much but i cant locate them.Many people said,although u able to locate them but it is under tight security.Who cares,at least my proximity is close to them.

The CheeR God Has An unGodly Schedule

Back to Ipoh again and this is the dawning of my mid semester break.WTF?!I already in the mid of my sem,and 2 more months later,i'll finish my sem.How time flies and as the time passes, i getting old and my days still is unattached.Sigh...anywhere,what's my plan for the break.One word; assignment.So,dun misunderstood that my course is without exam,so we will be very free.Think again.You got tonnes of stuff to read and never ending assignments.Is freaking pathetic to have ur break just facing the notes,papers and monitor.well,thats my life,my life sucks.But i'll try to allocate sometime to chill out myself, either going Genting or just Klang to have a unique dried Bah kut teh with my coursemates.But due to my financial constraint,i'll just go to Klang.Poor Alvin.I really wish to bring someone back 2 ipoh so i can hang out with him but then he's really busy.Sorta disappointed by the way but never mind, ijust nothing for him.
On the other hand.Today something really touched me.When i was in LRT to Plaza Rakyat, i saw a mom pushing her kid in a wheel chair.Apparently, the kid is disabled and look kinda serious case.Well, some sorta weird plus sympathy aroused in me.I just holding back my tears actually.I was really touched by the sacrifice and unrelentless effort to take care of her child.Isn't mother is so...dunno how to label it,queen of the heart?The love is like tears from the stars from above.Loving your mom is like food to your own soul.
Anywhere , on other issue.So,Adiran was with her gf since Merdeka day.I'm quite bit erm...uneasy.Nt like i'm anti Lying, we veyr good friends ok but i feel like i'm single and like a loner and a light bulb.Am i a big fat loser eh?No,it just uncomfortable.I'm not desperate for lover.I won';t just blind folded and simply pick a lover.Though i know i'm choosy and this making me i'm stil single.But what the hell.Being my lover is not easy ok? haha.Nah, i just want the person who can click with me, love me, i love her-unconditionally,passion, the feel, the sparkle.Yet,my gap of my fingers still unfulfilled.Really...hope i could find someone very soon.Just keep my fingers crossed.The ungodly schedule?...mmm......

me?Debating?

Yesterday,it is second last day of my first mid of my semester(apparently,now already midnight).It was quite cool as not that boring as before.And for the second time,i came early for Dr.Lean's class.Talking about her class which is CRR, i had to become a debater for today class.What?ME?A debater?Yeah, me.I know it is quite shockin for most of my close friends as i'm not good in this.Futhermore,i dun even have a single experience in this stuff though i watched many debate competitions in my school.So, how was it?Seriously, i didnt have any preparation for this though i'm third speaker.I just being spontatenous when i delivering my points.Albiet i was bit shaky but i managed to kill the times and after all, my team won haha.It is nice experience actually.Maybe it is a way to polish my ability to speak very well.FYI, i'm not that veyr good speaker and sometimes i do stammer.sometimes many people puzzled why a not so good speaker like me entering in mass com as this field has to speak a lot.Well, i take this as a challenge and i'm not that loser who cannot speak but my ability still kept deep inside and i wanna bring it out to everyone of you and i want everyone to watch me shine.
So,this what happened in my CRR.Now into computer class.As usual, i and apparently majority of my coursemates as well were just floating and no idea whats going on.Most of them just doin thier sutff and chatting in IM(inclusive of me).Anywhere, it was bit fun to sit behind.Cracked jokes with Kusum and Kelly-they indeed very funny til i and Michelle joint into the laughter though we no idea what was the joke about.Moreover, we were so free til nothing to do, we chat in MSN and teasing each other though we just sit beside each other.I wondered 10 k was paid for this? =>

steve Irwin DieS

Isn't life fragile and unpredictable?Steve Irwin was fatally stung by stingray and past away yesterday.I was like what? Is rather sad as he died in doing his job he loved so much.My thought and prayers for his family and friends.Remember u always as the great animal hunter icon.

Anywhere,life goes on.So this is a recap on what's going on lately.

Thurs-Is merdeka day.I guess i was with the flow like many other else.Sleep til very very late.I woke up at 1 pm.Nothing much to do on that day actually-just went to pyramid to have lunch in Uncle Lim.And of coz,because of 31 of the month, i won't miss the Baskin robbin 31 %discount.It was awesome yummy haha.Then later in the evening,just stick at home.So bored!!

Fri-even worse, stick at home for the whole Fri..just went to Mel's house for diner and One in a million.Okay,i'm not a big fan for that show but i really supporting Suki.she's cool.And da superman guy, you suck and annoying!!!!

SAT-Today it was supposed a great for me but then it turned to be bad.I went out to 1 U with my new found friend.He sucks man.He likes pretend he is so great in dressing up himself and rudely bombard me by the way i dress.Come on,i look aweful sometimes but i dress wat it fits me and i feel comfortable with it.How other people perceive me is thier problem ok?Well,if i look suck,why people approached me and some model agent interested in me?If i was a girl and so called first date with him,he failed damn miserably.Thank god my anger was reduced since he treated me for a movie(My super x girlfriend).and he even not sending me home.Poor Alvin.

Later in the night it was awesome night.Went to Mel's about 11 something.We had chit chat with her,Adrian and Mel's bro until 3 something.So much jokes cracked till our stomach were pain hehe.

Sunday-Since i alienated the books for so long,so it was study day for me.Later in the night, Adrian made a variety food for us.Quite nice apparently .The pasta is better than my mom.

Monday- Monday blues,no it was monday pink.Everybody was like asking,u wearing pink again.?come on,i only got one pink shirt okie?haha.Lecture..erm...pretty broing esp ML.Is killing me!!