steam boat

First of foremost,many people thought that this is a class a gathering but matter of fact,it is not.It was just a simple dinner.For those who did not called for that dinner,i'm personally apologize as this dinner was too impromptu and make no mistake about it,that dinner was not a class gathering.
Ok,the dinner,it was rather fun and full.It started off around 8 as had to wait da 'special guest'.Fortunately hehe,my table i'm the only guy and i was surronded by the 9 so called pretty girls(forced to say that word),they treated me very bad as they keep on putting da food in my bowl..gosh,u noe how full am i till i'm the second last person to finish those food.Sit beside me was mei theng-i think the prawn had offend her before,almost 2/3 of the prawn for our table eaten by her!!!Poi yoke....she scared of ju onn pop under da table..rachael,last person to finish,poi yoke again ate few scoops of ice cream,and the bill for that dinner ,stunning RM 335.....But sadly,got a person cant make it,i wish that person could come...ai...
Today,is the first day of holiday,the feel is ordinary..nothing much happening also.So dull,i wish to watch Madagascar ah but got one pep fong fei kei!!!how angry i was!!!!Tommorow is 31 of may which one year ago,this day it changed my life...I hope that person could do something special about tomorrow one year anniversary .To be continued.....

My school's loo

Today,my school's principal,had an extraordinary decree-told us to have "excursion" in da so called first class toilet.I got to say it is really nice..can be equal to the five stars hotel.However,As matter of fact,the students in my school are mischevious,within one month..the standard will eventually turn to motel standard haha..Hey,principal,why don't install CCTV inside and let me supervise them muahahaha..evil me
Tight slap!!!ok.Today i was really happy as my pa mark is 70 plus!!yeahh!!!this is my second time to get 70 over in my one year of Form six.Kudos!!
Yesterday..yesterday..It was excruciating day for me.I had to suffer under da sun to watch Teacher's day performance,One word-LAME,why?OK,got 2 so called hip hoppers singing da oo oo song by ruffedge-Sucks,out of tune and da tape even lourder thier voice.Then,pop up a sexaphone (sorry i got band 4 in my muet) guy who played da song lagenda by sheila majid.You know what,he was bloody gayish!!i wondering he is gay...i'm scare =\Futhermore,da skool band still performing da same old song-colour of the wind and everything i do i'll do it for you,hey dudez,get a life!!If i these kind of song to flirt people,for sure,they will get the hell away from me
Thank god is holidays.Plans?not sure.MY feel?grateful.Why-i have been monitor for my class for one year and head almost a year.The experience is really kewl.Almost all the teachers know my name,the most scary teacher in my school can still joke around with me,my junior monitors put on my hand on my shoulders(not gay ok),my classmates often using da word"my monitor/my ketua kampung"- i feel really bless indeed.THANKS YA FOR ALL DA SUPPORT..I LOVE YOU GUYS. to be continued....PS=Congrates to carrie who won da american idol...U're indeed my idol..yeah!!!

SeCret Garden

When i was about taking my nap around 4 plus,and it raining heavily..then suddenly da radio played 'secret garden' by bruce.Gosh, the feel is so high...feel like wanna hug somebody...
Why so many love in the world,why i cant grab one..no mood to write sorry

I have learned there's an inner peace I own

'Cause there's a light in meThat shines brightlyThey can tryBut they can't take that away from meFrom me ,,,This is the chorus in the mariah's theme,whenever i sad,i'lll listen to this song.However,thats nothing to do with this song today,i just simply create a nice intro.Today,is rather exhausted as went out with she ying and foong mei...Not dating but just wanna buy some stuff for teacher's day.Kinda fun..Lots of jokes..till people around lookin at us hehe.After 1 hour plus of seekin,we finally found d present for our form teacher..a musical coin box..is bit cartoonish and cute!
May the force be with you.Shit,i haven't watch episode 3,deadly outdated dude here...please any 1 free,contact me...i'm just a poor boy who no one will date me out =\..Joking only....i wondering why the dark vader got funny sound...is he snoring inside the mask hehe.....
ok,is eleven plus here...facing the com,nobody beside me..is very lonely..sob...God,please send me an angel,cupid,please sharpen ur archer,friends,intro people to me and me? just keep the faith with this song singin in my heart.....Thank God I found youI was lost without youMy every wish and every dreamSomehow became realityWhen you brought the sunlightCompleted my whole lifeI'm overwhelmed with gratitudeCause baby I'm so thankfulI found you

Passion!!!

today,i'm freaking tired due the teacher's day stuff.I have to collect money from f3=f6.And have to entertain lower 6 next week.So busy ah.Then,today also have to settle the excursion matter with mr ravindran then Had to be tortured for that reunion function in the hall.However it was eye openin when Patrick Toeh gave his speech.His voice was simply amazing and it is the best voice i ever heard in my life.In his speech ,he remind me of somebody,ME!!He said he was ambitionless,shy and dont care much about his future.Nevertheless,agaisnt all odds,he became one of the most respected Dj thanks to his passion...Is very true for me as well.I'm just a loser..if i given me chance to turn back da time,hell no i choose form six.I'm still thinking what i wanna be in the future..I'm not those big thinkers like wanna be docs or lawyers nerd,I want my career with full of passion which i can really put my heart and soul..Money doesnt come first for me,The fact is the passion and my interests above of all factors.Emmmmm,still thinking what i wanna be....tv vj?....

1110-1305

today is much better than yesterday.This is why...
" eh, XXXX,can u give me a lead" i asked
"sure" xxxx replied.
"You want to copy this?" XXXX asked.
"no,thanks,i already finished' i said
At least we said something today.WEll,my class might shifting soon..i Hope when we get into new class,XXXX can sits with me.Come on people,pray for me!!
Today,lower six enrol...Me and my few friends were very excited about it..sadly,most of them were in the hall.So can't view much but when they going out from da hall,sadly to say,i saw many nerds.Yucks!!...hope can see a better tomorrow..Peace!!

12.00-1.05 pm

this 65 minutes was the most...i also lost my words.Although it might i'm on cloud no. 9 as the one sitting beside me but we didnt say out a word...The pain was hard to be defined..It looks like we lost our friendship.Dude,i dont to be like this,i just wanna da things back to normal.I'm afraid u still avoid or even afraid of me.What went wrong?!Tomorrow even worse,triple period ,is it we going end up not talkin at all?
ok,just put thiz aside first.Today da class was freaking boring.So,she ying sit beside me and chat wit me,until nothing to chat..so we play a test,testin my classmates' attention towards me but sadly,.the bell goes off..so we continue tomorrow.Today also i get to know that pn fairoz already deliver her baby.Now i figure out who gonna mark our paper?!! Congrates!!!
tomorrow lower six is comin.Hope can see hot chicks and hunks hehe.Adi os.Bless me triple period tomorrow.

over!!

this weekend is freaking and extremely boring.Just imagine facin da tv 4 4 hours!!Thats why i dying for companion.To those people out there,dont mind leave me message.I'm available hehe.Back to my love life,nothing to say,just wish u well.Nothing much happened this weekend......

i failed my math!!!!

i failed my maths!!!Math sucks!!!damn math!!!Just get the hell out of my life!!!!
today i was really tired as the stupid tuition center didnt call me to inform me that the class was canceled.I have to walked from the tuition center in jalan leong sing nam to my aunt's shop in jalan onn jaafar like 3 km apart..Damn it!
but after all,it really destress me...forgot my sad love life.So,i have made up my mind to forget you and treat you as it was before,joking around etc. i trying to face you again and not avoiding you.I know is bit sad but i really cant afford to lose you as my friend.Close in sight but far by heart,thats the problem i face everyday.Ai....
here's the summary for today
wake up-boring assembly=teacher's day=pa paper 1=damn math=julian=she ying=nap=tuition=simpson=sleep

intoxicated

moodless today...bad chemistry marks,sore throat,no love....Y cant you open your eyes, got people waiting in front of u....really this matter made me very very intoxicated ..I said so many times to mself to stop this but ,i just cant let you go..You do not know the depth of my love towards you........
ok,stop it...let's talk about homosexuality....this word pop up in my mind as i just read some news concerning to despise them.For me,i truly support this kind of sexuality as far as i concern if they given a chance,they do not want to be like that..this kinda relationship is suffering as thier love is secluded which cannot expose to the public..Why so many people agaisnt them? Do they done anything wrong to you?Burned your house?...So,give them a due respect and they just human being like you are,only the matter of love is diffrent from you guys...
tomorrow got muet test,so i have to take a good rest to have a good voice and lots of love from me to you.. my broken heart is no more tears for you..

Norm sucks

today is da muet speaking test.Although da question is quite easy but then when i entered da exam hall,gosh...my mind turns blank.Anyway,at least i have killed da two minutes..Yeah!!
lately,many dramas happened in my class..some of us cried..including me..ai..i hope no drama in the coming days..
Yes,men do cried.For me,i only cried for my love matters.This time is really hurt,all my 19 years of lives,whenever ppl reject my love,i will be fine the next day..but this dude here,gosh,it is killing me!I love you so much,cant u see it..i even running up from first floor to third floor after school just to pack up ur bag...i don't know why i doing this..maybe love drives me too.
I;ve a lot of things to talk to you but i really can't face you..It reminds me about rejection..I wanna whisper in your ears to let you know that there's nothing gonna change my love for you,you oughta know by now how much i love you..

parit buntar

today,i'm with my class went to a trip to parit buntar....i'm really exhausted right now....the bus departed at 730 plus...gosh..the bus was damn slow....ussually it will take only 15 minutes to reach da tunnel but the bus took freaking nearly 1 hour..by the time we reach parit buntar,we couldnt find that damn skool....worse,we have to be tortured in da ' gas chamber ' aka da toilet from that skool...the toilet is bloody dirty...i even can see da brownish stuff all over da place...yucks...in da hall, heating chamber served for us..ok,the hall got air cond,sorry not air cond..just air cond frame which support da suspended air cond....do we call this government skool?
never the less,along that journey..particular in da bus.. i was thinking about my rejection....dude,i know love cant be happened with a single party and no happiness if this is a forced love,i accept that fact but then..this making me no courage to face you..i feel shy and blush...i hope we can be friends again..but matter of fact,your name is stitched all over my heart and your smile is food for this weaking soul..take care...
i want to be the angel like the one in fairy tales,
open up my wings and hands to embrace you and to protect you,
you have to believe that we will end up happily ever after..
just like the fairy tales.....

i'm mr lonley..i'm nobody...

exam is eventually finish...words can't describe my joy of the temporary independence...ok,what next?.....lonely again.. i guess the song "lonely no more' by Rob Thomas..i'm lonely very lonely..like a statue of liberty in that small island...Why i became like this..is it my age is getting older..maybe my pressure..ai....It is really hurt and envy when i looked a couple walked in front of me..is like 'hey look i got another half..u dun have haha' pop up in my head...dude,just get out of my sight!.......u dirty dirtbag!! ..oh shit......hitz.fm is playing yellow...i think i need a tissue...i wish i can listen this song with my future loved one during holidays..lookin da stars on seaside...only i wish...apart from that last sunday,it was mom's day.Happy mother's day..U rock!!!You taught me everything,And everything you've given me, I'll always keep it inside.You're the driving force in my life, yeah.There isn't anything or anyone that I can be,And it just wouldn't feel right,If I didn't have you by my side.You were there for me to love and care for me,When skies were grey.Whenever I was down,You were always there to comfort me.And no one else can be what you have been to me,You'll always be,You will always be the girl in my life for all times.CHORUS:Mama, Mama you know I love you,(Oh, you know I love you),Mama, Mama you're the queen of my heart.Your love is like tears from the stars.Mama, I just want you to know,Lovin' you is like food to my soul.You're always down for me,Have always been around for me,Even when I was bad.You showed me right from my wrong,(Yes you did).And you took up for me,When everyone was downin' me,You always did understand,You gave me strength to go on.There was so many times,Looking back when I was so afraid.And then you come to me and say to me,I can face anything.And no one else can do,What you have done for me.You'll always be,You will always be the girl in my life.REPEAT CHORUS.Never gonna go a day without you.Fills me up just thinking about you.I'll never go a day without my Mama.

blog....sad intro..

Thanks to annie.Without her inspiration,i wouldnt create this stuff...
this whole freaking week is frusrating and excruating..thanks to the bloody exam..is freaking me out and what i studied,it didnt come up.....what for burning midnight oil.This exam is rather tough for me as i'm still in the state of sadness after someody reject my lov..
Pepz....i still figure out why i fell in love with that person..is it just a temporary crush or phnelytalamine ,excess secretion...fate maybe?..love is subjective for me..i'm scare as it won't last long because of the boredom..As matter of fact,the initial feel is superbly cool and it really touch ur heart,dreaming of her all the time,wondering what she doing...spend the time with her..and all these weirdo stuff will linger me around,even in my dream...these all pre-dating..but do u guys agree?...but...this kind of feel will be gone and turns out to be boredom..let me,tell u this the formula to maintain a good relationship is too maintain the initial feel or should i say,the feel when you courting a person....pepz,don't believe love at first sight..is rather dangerous and is just hormone malfunction again...it doesnt last as far as concern as many of my friends got this situation..the best way is,the same old words,be friends first and examine is there any happiness........All this love stuff make me sick,ironically,i need it so much..yes,no deny that i'm in love with somebody but due to Natural's Law...it won't happen..sad eh?.....
aiks,,what i doing here,need to study ,yes,S T U D Y for my math...
bye bye PS=MTH SUCKS!!!