I'm a winE

My post Result dayz

It's been a week since i got my result,so my mood now is back to composed.After the d-day,i had been busy applying those uni stuff till now i only got time 2 blog.

• Friday= Night market..then,went 2 imax,it was fun as the cc was empty as if we booked the whole shop haha
• Sun= so called window shoppin at pet shop.I bought nothing but i really admore the Golden Ret.,it was way too cute!!!
• Monday=went to kl to pick up my mom early in the morning.We started the journey almost 5 30,we reached KLIA at 8.Cant imagine how fast i drove....
• tUes=went to skool with Annie for uni courses stuff.The school after all,not much changes except a new principal.

Just roughly 2 weeks a way,my honeymoon will be begun....

And my REsult is.....

First of all, i wish to express my heartfel thankfulness to my friends and relatives who been calling me all day long since morning to asked me how's my result.Even now i got a call.Thank you for your concern.Besides, even more suprisingly the shopkeeper near my house also asked me the same question haha.Really thank you for your concern.Well,i my result is better than i expected though my result just average.AS ex monitor,i wanna express our utmost gratitude from our class to our teachers.Though we don;t have brilliat minds but we really appreacite your effort to make our mind brilliant.Thanks 2 my parents though at the beginning i reluctant and always lamenting about form six but now,i really no regret about it.Thanks for Andrew too for ur support 4 my studies,morally of coz...Ok,this is not an acceptance speech,my result is 1 A rest b haha,i'm satisfy.Thank you

I'm ZombIE

Nothing but worry

It just less than 72 hours my very own judgement day will fall upon me.My friends who took spm results today, mostly are very bad.I even feel bad for them.I already feel the heat and the disappointment.Sigh..dun even dare 2 step into da skool 2 take my result.
On lighter note, i already bought my lucky charm today finally haha.It is a mystic knot,kinda costly,RM 30 4 a knot.But hey,is Lilian's stuff, worth it.
on the other hand,I dun even know got people who are already gron up,got car and house,childish than me.You mayb be shock that got grown up guys who disturb people's relationship and telling all the lies.I But it does got ppl living on this earth who behave like this.
Thats really make wanna throw up.They really pervert!!!Shame on them!!I have utmost faith in my lover.I love my lover very much though lately got some fight. not a single thing can set us apart as we already swear that death till us apart!!!
On the other hand,hey i no more hands,do i have 2 use my leg...anywhere,I found out that my life lately is full of troubles.The obstacles is just lining up and hit straight on your face.Dude,is really tough 4 me.sometimes thing seem insurmountable,but hey,this life,just face it.

BRoke Back Mountain

So this movie didnt win the best film for Oscar.But who cares?At least now people will look different side of a gay world with another way of viewing,not only the old stereostype; look 4 sex everytime.MMmmm,do u think the voters in the academy are really those old conservative who still not open and anti gay?Who knows?
Back home,Malaysia.I do not think that this movie is gonna aired in the cinema.Cause u know,it is a gay themed film.Ok,the government is doing a real good job to launch a war in privacy.But hey,you banning a much talked about film,and people is borned with curiosity,sure people will fork out the money 2 da pirated dvd or vcd to buy this movie.
On the other hand,my result is out soon.I have been saying this again and again.Y?Coz i' freaking scare.This is not spm which miracle happens,i talking about stpm,no way in hell the word 'miralce' gonna exist here.What i'm gonna do is praying that my result is satisfying.
By the way,my own honeymoon will begin on 31'st of march,so i hope i can settle everything before that day.Goshis just 3 weeks away,can;t hardly wait.

The level of My metrosexuality

If u had minute ,why don't we go 2 somewhere only we know

Day after day,16 of March is getting near, i really scare but then i already put less hope on it to eradicate my disappointment.After the D day,i'll be bz with the Uni stuff if my result is above average.After that, finally my very own ,honeymoon.The destination yet unknown but it will be great i guess haha.
So,yesterday i went to K-box.Already 4 motnhs i didnt touch the mic.We sang almost 3 hours till our voice were totally out.Sadly,the english songs choice there is limited,so i had to pick old songs.It were very old,like Cliff Richard's Young Ones,John lennon and diana ross haha.And Jay Chou;s snail song,i like it a lot!!!
Today is 7'th of March..It already 8 month..i lost my words of what i going to talk to you but if you free,try to listen the Keane's song Somewhere only We know.It really tells the words in my heart.

I walked across an empty landI knew the pathway like the back of my handI felt the earth beneath my feetSat by the river and it made me completeOh simple thing where have you goneI'm getting old and I need something to rely onSo tell me when you're gonna let me inI'm getting tired and I need somewhere to beginI came across a fallen treeI felt the branches of it looking at meIs this the place we used to love?Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?Oh simple thing where have you goneI'm getting old and I need something to rely onSo tell me when you're gonna let me inI'm getting tired and I need somewhere to beginAnd if you have a minute why don't we goTalk about it somewhere only we know?This could be the end of everythingSo why don't we goSomewhere only we know

I don;t want the world to see me as i don't think that they understand

Yesterday i was hang out with friend of mine in the edu fair.It was pretty krewl as i saw many of ex classmates.They still look hot haha.
On the other hand, have you ever feel that u sit at the sofa and look at da ceiling that this world is so miserable.You just wanna take a gun and pull da trigger right on your forehead.Yeah..i feeling this lately.I know i should not have this feeling as it will lead to emotional breakdown again.But i really can't help it.Sometimes i really do feel to say bye bye to this world as this problem it just in front of me,everyday i wake up...sigh...
Dude,i really feel very tired mentally and physically.I really wanna take an ultimate rest......How could this happen to me?Why me?
Many people will see me as happy go lucky guy,but i can assure you that i'm not.I know tyra Banks once said that" don;t be a victim from disappoinment but you have to learn from it"..it is very tough.

I don;t want to see me as i don't think that they understand

Yesterday i was hang out with friend of mine in the edu fair.It was pretty krewl as i saw many of ex classmates.They still look hot haha.
On the other hand, have you ever feel that u sit at the sofa and look at da ceiling that this world is so miserable.You just wanna take a gun and pull da trigger right on your forehead.Yeah..i feeling this lately.I know i should not have this feeling as it will lead to emotional breakdown again.But i really can't help it.Sometimes i really do feel to say bye bye to this world as this problem it just in front of me,everyday i wake up...sigh...
Dude,i really feel very tired mentally and physically.I really wanna take an ultimate rest......How could this happen to me?Why me?
Many people will see me as happy go lucky guy,but i can assure you that i'm not.I know tyra Banks once said that" don;t be a victim from disappoinment but you have to learn from it"..it is very tough.

PeTrol! petrol!petrol!!

When you going to da street i bet that u will hear people lamenting about the price of the petrol which raised 30 cent.Same it goes to me.I just merely survive with the money i have....I dunno what da future will be for me...it is very very dark..sigh...The government said it will benefit da public in terms of transport,hey is it cover whole malaysia?Is it just build more highways in Klang Valley?
By the way, today is already in the month of March.So many things install for this month...my result and not forgetting,somebody is coming home haha.