weird and funny kinda situation

If not mistaken, i blog that my ex got a lover. But yesterday i found out something. My ex's lover is my friend as well.what the hell? It is a small world after all. I'm not feeling sad but only weird. Maybe this had waken me that what it really means;past is already past. A tea leaf wont be tasteful after be boiled second time. I dont deserve to mourn for the lost if my second ex.I should transform my mourning to a hope, a hope and a plan and a vision to have a brand new lover who is much better. Actually, i have been approached as well but sorry for them, is hard for me to develop feel on u. Maybe i set the requirement is very very strict but i really want the best for me. Love is meant to be selfish. And it is hard to pass my sight...i mean i define someone beautiful....somewhere which is undefinable. What about ppl who i crush? Is a curse...the people i crush will not have feel on me seriously. Done that been there many many times....

So this is xmas

This season to be jolly. Yeah,quite awesome celebration for me this year for the Yuletide. I having double celebrations. One is for the eve in the kay elle and the 25 of dec will be celebrated in Ipoh. Tiresome eh? But who cares....At least i'm not a loner like last year; celebrating alone with the tv and sofa. Anywhere, back to the eve. It was quite rush for me as me and my friend got date for a movie in Times Square. The movie will be reviewed in my multiply's review, so u guys check it out. So, after the movie, you know the youngsters( i'm consider the senior citizen liaon) were gathering around the area i think up to Jln BB. They were holding spray..yeah spray war. It was much regretted as my FM and others who considered maniac friends were not with me. If they did, we would have world war there...bubble bath haha. Luckily, i didnt kena at all...and i dunno why...maybe i look fierce, wasnt i? One of the factor also i was having supper in Nando , so they were not dare to get in.After the thingy, we were heading to KLCC to meet my friends. Well, unfortunately, we had a tour in Kampung Baru instead. It was pretty awkward, a big city with a kampung in the heart. If i got piece of land there, sure i'll be rich. Back to the journey, so finally after we took several wrong routes, we reached klcc. So bad, my friends left and the Petronas was so budget tight, they shut down the light. What a waste, such a beautiful builiding on a holy night-everything was dark. We reached home almost four am and i woke up at six. Imagine how tired am i right now...poor alvin.

On the other hand, do you think that xmas is too commercialized nowadays. U just take a stroll down to a restaurants or shopping malls..everything is santa clause, xmas tree, xmas dinner package and the list goes on. But do our people and esp the younger generation really know idea the true meaing behind xmas? I bet most of them do. They tend to be brainwashed by the santa claus franzy but neglect the birthday of the saviour, Jesus Christ. Yeah, a day about love, family, forgive and forget and most of all ...peace<>

Lastly, so this is christmas. Mr Santa, i've been pretty good boy this year, i dun ask for snow or any gold and any deemed material but all i want is... welll.....a lover i guess. Gosh, i'm so darn desperate. Yeah, Alvin is full of love and passion. A day is empty without a lover.

So, to my friends and anyone who readin this blog..yes !!! u!!! i wish u that all your dreams will come true

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Come away with me on a busCome away with me where they can't tempt usWith their liesI want to walk with youOn a cloudy dayIn fields where the yellow grass growsknee kighSo won't you try to comeCome away with me and we'll kissOn a mountain topCome away with meAnd I'll never stop loving youAnd I want to wake up with the rainFalling on a tin roofWhile I'm safe there in your armsSo all I ask is for youTo come away with me in the nightCome away with me.....When you're feeling lost in the night When you feel your world just ain't right Call on me I will be waiting Count on me I will be there Anytime the times get too tough Anytime your best ain't enough I'll be the one to make it better I'll be there to protect you See you through I'll be there and there is nothing I won't do. I will shield your heart from the rain I will let no harm come your way Oh these arms will be your shelter No these arms won't let you down If there is a mountain to move I will move that mountain for you I'm here for you I'm here forever I will be your fortress Tall and strong I'll keep you safe I'll stand beside you Right or wrong Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years There was only you and me We were young and wild and freeNow nothin' can take you away from me We've been down that road before But that's over now You keep me comin' back for more Baby you're all that I want When you're lyin' here in my arms I'm findin' it hard to believe We're in heaven BRYAN ADAMS
HEAVEN Lyric
Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years There was only you and me We were young and wild and freeNow nothin' can take you away from me We've been down that road before But that's over now You keep me comin' back for more Baby you're all that I want When you're lyin' here in my arms I'm findin' it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't too hard to see We're in heaven Oh - once in your life you find someone Who will turn your world around Bring you up when you're feelin' down Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me Oh there's lots that I could say But just hold me now Cause our love will light the way I've bin waitin' for so long For somethin' to arrive For love to come along Now our dreams are comin' true Through the good times and the bad Ya - I'll be standin' there by you

Saints r coming

sigh...never knew that my sem break will be like this. The spider webs are casted all over me. I've been so called had fun so far but now is like everything is rapid becoming calm and way too calm. Wanna go back to kay elle but it is troublesome for me to travel back there. Might be cleberating new year there. But the problem is the Yuletide still undated. I dun wanna celebrate a lonely xmas like last year after something happen. Maybe my life is fated to be a loner...lonely...i'm so lonely..i have no body but hey...xmas is near, i hope something magical will windfall upon me...

Class gathering and my new born multiply

So, yesterday night was our class gathering. It was really nice to see them again. No major changes on them but Rahcel got a brand new hairstyle haha. So many news that i never knew about class mostly about break up those stuff....Anywhere, we took tonnes of pics there. Meanwhile u can check out the pics and the rest of my pics in my new born baby multiply at www.princealvinhitler.multiply.com ......i hope is cool for u guys

On the other hand, while the girls having thier girl talk, i was chatting with Woon Hang. I was quite suprised about his going to be uni. His uni is some sort of partly gov sponsor and main purpose is helping the students to enrol in tertiary education due to the fact of its fees are lower and assist those who cant enrol to public uni. What so bewildered me was that uni required the students to pay it fees two weeks before the enrolment and if u fail to do so, u will be penalized with RM 100 a week. I thought this uni suppose to help the students. Compare to my college, the fees are paid on the first day of the enrolment and if late only RM 50 a week. And it even offer scholarships!! Now who say Taylors is money eater? Come to taylors!!

I met An Accident today

What a bad day it was. Since i got my license, i never had an accident until today. And my record was tarnished today. This is the story. I was travveling back to my house after picked up my mom. The incident happened close to my house. It was raining. I was crusing to my home and suddenly a speeding motorcycle was speeding. And he was in my lane in the opposite direction. So, i gave my blaring honk but yet, it didnt deter the cyclist. Then i hit the sudden break and he didnt stop as well!!! He rammed to my car and he whole body lying flat on my engine. Thank god he didnt hit my windscreen, if not..my face will be not beautiful anymore.The cyclist didnt injured at all suprisingly but my poor car..bumper and my front light torn out!!!! Poor Alvin......sigh...little sympathy...little of warm hug please.....

Being a tourguide and Jolin Tsai was the grand Finale

Seriously, my dark wrinkle now could really shock people as it is like dark chocolate around my eye bag. Why? I had been tour guide for my friend, Foong Mei. I just recap briefly how cool i being a tour guide in Kay Elle. The first day, it was quite disastrous one as she need to go to Sg Long to find her accomodation for her studies next year. Actually, i never been that far but never mind, she was really lucky that time to have a great explorer friend like me. But frankly, we were quite fortunate as when i was buying ticket and asking the ticket seller who has empty idea where is Sg Long, a girl beside who was going 2 Utar also, taught us a long the way. The journey, gosh...i never knew Sg Long is so so so secluded, i mean 1000 milles from KL downtown. The bus journey was the worst, we had to wait sandwiched for like 30 minutes til we reached Sg Long. So pity FM, as to go so far to study. Anywhere, we backed to Sunway like 10 something. Extremely exhausted and we dozed off at 12 something without much joking around or chit chat.
So, the next day, i took her to almost every shoppin malls in Kay Elle namely KLCC, Times Square and Sg Wang.We even alighted almost every public transport-monorail, putra line, star line, commuter and rapid KL, we even went to Petaling Street which we bought nothing as we support the authentics haha. Well, FM quite suprised how i so fimiliar on how to go here and there...i like to explorer and since kay elle no car for me..so i had to rely on them but i wish i could get a car...sigh....Yeah, about Jolin Tsai. So we went to Sg Wang and we had no idea that she was having an autograph session there. We waited like half an hour there... so here comes Jolin. Frankly, we were squeezed like mad in the crowd. But fortunately, we saw Jolin. She is petite and more beautiful than we saw in TV. I dunno her much though but really glad could have glimpse of her.

Stop AIDS. Keep the Promise - Accountability

Seriously i don't what to blog here as i do not have brainwave to write what's on my mind.So i just simply blog about my trip back to Ipoh last weekend. Well, it was pretty good as i did hang out and saw many of my ex schoolmates. Many of them are changing, i mean in terms of physical. Like yuen, he looks darker and Annie, she's look prettier haha. Futhermore, FM was in Ipoh during Sunday. Well, the collobaration we have sure will bring the house down. Like u all know, we did cracked lots of jokes. Gosh, we even could tease and created gag with a promoter boy in Samuel and Kevin that we even don't him at all. So when u need some jokers, find us, all of your tears of sorrow will be reincarnated into tears of laughter =>.. Anywhere, currently i found out that many of my friends are already attached. It means that they will be busy with thier datings and i will be more and more lonely. Ai....why i can't get lover? Is not that nobody got feeling on me but i really don't have feel on them. Icant simply blinded foldedly choose them as lover for the sake of dating. I think that is very selfish and unfair for them. So, being a nice guy always finish last. I hope i could call someone as baby or dear on this coming xmas. I don't want anymore a really silent night. By the way, i just wanna quote something form Kelz, which she says that, 'you gain a lover, you lose a friend'....this is really really true. Try to reflect about it.
on the other hand, 1'st of December is World Aids Day. I know u guys heard a lot of prevention those stuff, so i wont elaborate on this. But i'm gonna give u bit of history about it courtesy from worldaidsday.org





1980s
The discovery of HIV in the US in 1981 was accompanied by widespread discrimination, exacerbated by homophobia and myths about HIV being spread by casual contact such as kissing or touching.
In the UK, a prompt response by the UK Government created mass public awareness about the risks of HIV. The Don’t Die of Ignorance campaign, launched in 1987, featuring icebergs and tombstones instantly put HIV on everyone’s agenda. The introduction of needle exchanges in 1986 ensured that the number of people infected through injecting drug use remained low over the next two decades.
Princess Diana’s high profile support of people living with HIV and AIDS attracted enormous media attention, for the first time challenging widespread myths and prejudice. The first World AIDS Day was launched in 1988 at a meeting of international health ministers.
1990s
Public awareness and celebrity support for the fight against HIV was high throughout the nineties. Eastenders was the first TV programme to introduce HIV into a storyline, and Freddie Mercury’s death from AIDS brought the tragedy of AIDS home to millions of fans worldwide. The National AIDS Trust Concerts of Hope for World AIDS Day featured bands such as Take That and George Michael and the blockbuster film Philadelphia brought the issues of HIV discrimination to a global audience.
The development of combination therapy in the mid nineties transformed the epidemic in developed countries, and HIV went from being a death sentence to a serious long-term health condition.
Since 2000
The National Strategy on Sexual Health and HIV was launched offering hope of greater investment and prioritisation of HIV services in the NHS. However, diversion of funds away from HIV and lack of investment in prevention programmes has accompanied rising HIV rates, particularly among gay men and African communities.
Changes to the Disability Discrimination Act in 2005 recognised for the first time that people living with HIV could experience discrimination without showing symptoms of AIDS. High profile public announcements by pop star Andy Bell and cabinet minister Chris Smith of their HIV status also encouraged a climate of greater openness.
But, discrimination still exists, and with an increase in cases of HIV among heterosexual Africans living in the UK, it is often linked to xenophobia and anti-migration sentiment.
Internationally, 40 million people live with HIV worldwide and with only 8% of people with the virus in developing countries having access to treatment there were 3 million deaths in 2005. However, unprecedented top-level agreements since 2000, (UNGASS, Africa Commission, G8) and the roll out of treatment to 1.3 million people in developing countries have been important steps forward.