weird and funny kinda situation

If not mistaken, i blog that my ex got a lover. But yesterday i found out something. My ex's lover is my friend as well.what the hell? It is a small world after all. I'm not feeling sad but only weird. Maybe this had waken me that what it really means;past is already past. A tea leaf wont be tasteful after be boiled second time. I dont deserve to mourn for the lost if my second ex.I should transform my mourning to a hope, a hope and a plan and a vision to have a brand new lover who is much better. Actually, i have been approached as well but sorry for them, is hard for me to develop feel on u. Maybe i set the requirement is very very strict but i really want the best for me. Love is meant to be selfish. And it is hard to pass my sight...i mean i define someone beautiful....somewhere which is undefinable. What about ppl who i crush? Is a curse...the people i crush will not have feel on me seriously. Done that been there many many times....