Stars R blind...love too

Once again.I'm broke again.Why?Coz i bought so many stuff for her.Though the stuff is considered rather cheap but you know ,i'm just an average guy,so is quite burdensome for me in terms of financial.Sigh..but my love can't be judged by coins and notes.the Things i doing now is just for you..every star that i've made is blended with my love...i just wanna tell you i'm not a jerk or a playboy.The situation now is rather complicated and confused and i don't know why you so mad at me.Did i say someting wrong?Did i coz u some misunderstandings?Or you just bombarded at me purposely so i can forget about you?Think again.It won't work me.I'm might be a loser in other aspect but for love and you,i will fight it till my last breath.I dunno why u said those words to me.It was really pain..was like a pinch in my heart and soul.Read my lips; I swear with my name and God as the witness that i never look down on you or have a bad impression on you.Neither have a bad intention nor taking advantage on you.Maybe that time you're moody but no need til like avoiding me.This is so inappropiate...this is hurting me.Please, believe me,i'm not a jerk.I just wish to be with you and be beside you when you're down...that's all.No hidden agenda.
Sometimes i asked myself and my friends asked me since you've got so many people eyeing on you, why not you go after them.Why you choose instead the one who is harsh and cold on you.Well, love is blind.Many people will think that i'm just a player who more concern about her look(she looks cute anywhere) but they are so damn wrong.I'm not a player.I'm innocent guy who still believe in true love and i already seeking and i hope you're the one for me.I promise you andi swear,i treat you good,bring you joy andi'll be with you no matter what situation you in....
Anywhere, this evening really wanna say big thank you for Ken for his kindness to taking us down to UM and mid Valley.Dude, really sorry coz causing you so much trouble and took you down to the wrong roads hehe.Sorry.
So,this is the first time i entered UM.Gosh, is freaking big.We even took 5-10 minutes just to pick up my friend from her hostel./why is so big?I wonder how the students going to thier class...By foot?gosh,poor thing......

P/S: this is my 199'th blog.The figure of 99 is a symbol of long lasting.So,i just wanna tell to the very special person:Please don't ignore me.You already stop sms me and stop picking my call.It is very hard for me to swallow.Please stop that okie.A simple sms for me will do.I'm very sorry ......please forgive me.Though i still not sure where the problem pop up but i know somewhere along the line,i did something wrong and stupid.I'm sorry and please explain to me why you so mad at me.I hope before i going back,i could see you as i wanna give something to you.....Hope you doing fine...Take care.I'll be waiting...i know you mention before that you prefer a guy who can do more than words.I know my blog is just a silly thing but i really mean every word i said here.I'll to do more in action but you already close the door for me...