In Between Rejection And accepTance

I back to my hometown again after 2 weeks in KL.Nothing much happening here also.Many people said that it will be very exciting to be back to the hometown but then it is just feelingless..just lil bit tired as i need to travel to Pudu to take da bus.Actually i dun have much plan in Ipoh.Maybe wanna be homey for days and take sufficient rest as dude,really tired of hectic life in kl as i did a lot of travelling and my so called assignment.
Back to my love life again.It is proven that my weakness is love.Only this lovey dovey could let me down and fall.Many of my friends could sense that i look bit sad lately.Mmmmm..actually until now there is not much happening.It is neither rejection or acceptance.Maybe i still need time for this.Anything happen,i still be your friend,the one who wil beside you to listen and share the problem ok?I'll be waiting for you no matter what it takes.I don't know what is happening to me.It is undeniable i got half of the handful people who got interest in me but i only want the one who is the hardest..maybe she is the one i looking for.The one who can explore the ture meaning of true love.I hope that one day soon , i will call you with my bottom of my heart and depth of my soul: "DEAR"....
Anywhere, thx Adrian and Melissa for thier point of views.It really lighten me and it did help me to think positively.
Before i end this blog, when i on the way back to ipoh,i listened to this song :' i could not ask for more ' by Edwin Mccain.Almost tears in my heart.Really wish that i got that chance to sing for you while you on my shoulder:
Lying here with you • Listening to the rain • Smiling just to see the smile upon your face • These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive • These are the moments • I'll remember all my life • I found all I've waited for • And I could not ask for more • Looking in your eyes • Seeing all I need • Everything you are is everything to me • These are the moments • I know heaven must exist • These are the moments I know all I need is this • I have all I've waited for • And I could not ask for more • I could not ask for more than this time together • I could not ask for more than this time with you • Every prayer has been answered • Every dream I have's come true • And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be • Here with you here with me • These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive • These are the moments I'll remember all my life • I've got all I've waited for • And I could not ask for more • Chorus • I could not ask for more than the love you give me 'Coz it's all I've waited for • And I could not ask for more • I could not ask for more