Fast But not Furious aNd conFused

Shit.I floating in the class again.The day kicked off with the train delay.WTF?For almost 30 minutes i waited the train.Yet,the unfortunate series still rolling.The train was freaking loaded and the beeline was streching as my eyes could see and i t even can't manage to reach the door of the train.Damn it,i had to wait for another 10 minutes for another train.My history on early arrival to the class had been relinquished.Sad thing.
Anywhere,yesterday was like an armageddon for me.Why?Yeah, my love thingy again.Well,only love issue could only let me fallen.So, she didn't reject me but she said we should start off with friendship.Okay,that's fine.But, i could see the fortified wall embracing you.I hope you could penetrate the wall and know and understang the inner of yours.We are still newbies for each other.I know that but that's why you should open up the door.
After second thought, am i really too abnormal and prone to fast track relationship?It doesn't me that i'm player or jerk in love relationship.I mean business and i know what i doing.I'm not a kid or a loser who just simply got a lover just for the sake of fun or companionship.I believe is more than that.Commitment,sacrifice, dedication,passion, faithful and the list goes on and on.I respect your decision to start it slow.But if the chance is upon our doors , grab it!!I'm real and sincere for it.Let me be the one who will love you and cherish you til our very last breath.I'll be waiting.