AlmosT paraDise..but in The enD, still on the ground

You know this kinda situation,when people esp the loved ones offer you a something significant to you or a promise is keep for you,but in the end...there's nothing or rather something bad happens like the promise is broken,or the things he or she offers you have a hidden agendas.Thats what i feeling today.I'm sad,pissed off and dissapointed.I will even more pissed if you were doin some sorta of test of me.If not,i really wanna know what happened.Are you still moody til this level?i hope you will doing fine soon.Don't take it like end of the world,k?You see,i'm really pissed and almost break down but then maybe i reall love you too much, telling you to take care with an anger feeling.
Anywhere,is weekend again.whats my plan.Though is a fantastic,awesome and once in a lifetime weekend but then is ruined.Is like a nice beautiful vase hits the ground and disintegrates piece by piece.Poor alvin.so,i guess i staying at home and being Mr lonely.Reading the readers which is alien for me.Watch tv which is 0 entertainment and finish my bottle of stars which no idea why i doin it since da fellar is like 'cold' and angry with me.Sometimes,i did my soul searching.Am i too innocent in this love kinda thingy?Is such thing called true love?Though i hurt before but i still believe in.......i hope the person that i on to right now,reading this blog; I'm so sorry if my any words or deeds offended you,i never really mean it.Maybe i misunderstood or i did something which i made you disappointed.Here by,i sincerely,with my bottom of my heart and depth of my soul:Sorry.I know myself could not reach your requirement but i won't give up.Falling into you.....

Falling For Youby Danielle R. Valentine
When I very first saw you there,
I just had to stop and stare.
It was a weird vibe I got,
but I didn’t want it to stop.
I began to realize I was falling for you,
I didn’t know how it could be true.
I just knew you were sent from up above,
So, I told all my friends about my secret love.
Every time you passed me by,
I felt higher than the sky.
When we finally talked to one another,
we both knew we were meant for each other.
Although we never would say,
we were in love more and more each day.
I wanted to scream and shout,
that I loved you, but I held out.
I soon began to really fall,
when you began to call.
I just had to make you see,
that you’re the only one for me.
I wrote you a note that said how I felt,
if I didn’t, my heart was going to melt.
We both should’ve said something before,
but we still would’ve wanted each other even more.
To many months that we had been hiding our passion,
it finally burst like a new trend or fashion.
I finally had you in my arms,
I’m free of all harm.
Now that I have you here with me,
Our love will always be.
I know together we’ll always stay,
And I know you won’t ever go away.
Our love will never end,
for I keep falling for you over and over again