2morow is 20'th of Jan

Yeah,thats rite.Only 3 more days to my birthday.But ironically,i do not feel anything and no anticipation at all.What happened to me?I even dun bother about my presents or my brithday cake.Am i going completely insane?or i just preoccupied wit somebody...Sigh.9 more days to Cny,yet, i even havent started my CNY shopping.This time around,i sure will ask my frens or my ex to accompany to buy tonnes of clothes.But not this year.Am i really changed?Now,those special dates like feb of 14,23 of Jan r just only figure to me.It mean nothing for me...