ChrisTmas Eve

It is the most wonderful time of the year.But not for me.My wish for this xmas will never come true .The person i loved is still far away from me.I hope my baby is doing fine there and one day will come back to me.Nevertheless,people said 12 days of xmas,so i got 12 more days for my dream comes true.The turkey on the table is getting cold , the stocking will be hanging empty , nobody will sit with me underneath the xmas tree and nobody will ever sing xmas carol to me.Why this year christmas will be so black?!
If you here,we could cook a xmas dinner together, have a candle lit dinner counting to 25'th of dec.But it won't happen to me..so sad.I never thought i spent my xmas eve blogging and msn wit my frens...really sucks.But anywhere,the town is really jammed with cars,just now went to buy Mc D,gosh,it took me 1 hour!!
Yesterday,i watched movie wit my frens,it was a chinese movie.Got a line r very very meaningful: "In love,if both of us heading for a purpose will not be long lasting,likewise if without a purpose or destination,the long will last for million years"