Hung Up

You know that after all what had happened to me, i can't really describe my feeling to her now.Sad,disappointment and anger;all these just come at the same time and hit on your face.I can't really wake me up.I need some potion 2 get rid of this.I know indulge myself with friends is one of the alternative to vanish my sadness but it only works for me temporary.I tell myself that if she left me,probably i will find better than her in the future.But i really saw the best when i with her.I don't know what i'm doing.I know is time to let go but i can't do it.Though she kinda cruel to me now but then,i still can't forget her.If iever fell in love with someone,i might scare it is unfair to the new lover.I know the new is sound promising and can bring me happiness but the former lover of mine,it still in myheart.Anyway,i shouldn't be worry about this problem as nobody had approach me so far.Well,i'm not a handsome guy nor a sweet speakin guy..so...i'm still unofficially single.
i'm not really broke up in my view.If really does,i won't behaving like this.Maybe the situation is like the Madonna's song: hung up:Esp the verse:waiting for your call night and day and i fed up..
Anywhere,today is American Idol's finale.I don't know which is my favourite:Taylor really got his style and when he sings,it just makes people stand up on thier feet.My favourtie performance of him is "live on".It just nice when you are down,the these nice words it just feel comfy.Apart from Taylor,Katherine cannot be left aside too.She is not my favourite but this girl really can sings.When she sings the classical ' Somewhere Over the Rainbow' without any background music,she sings like an angel.Not again,please i'm sick of love but i have to blog this:I really wish my loved one can sing,no ,whisper this song to me before i sleep.Cuddling on the bed and this song in the atmosphere,it just awesome but things are not the same now.