I neeD somethiNG SpEcTaculaR

So many people think that i should move along and put my love issue aside.Yeah,i doing but i really could not make it in split of the seconds.I need time to recuperate from my wounds and cuts inside me. So,yesterday,it was aweful day for me.I was sleeping in the living hall for my nap,it was dusk.I was so indulged in my sleep til i forgot to swtich on the lights.So,wheni woke up,the feel was pretty sad.You alone in the house,the house was dark and it was raining.I was extremly lonely and keep thinking aboth her.Why she left me here?
Anywhere, I want to do something spectacular in my life.I Want achieve my dream.And i want it now.I'm not those guys who said we're still young and many chances ahead.Why not now?
I saw many friends are doing thier stuff to achieve thier dream.Like learning to be a prominent hairstylist.Beside,last Sunday,i noy found out my friend,Justin is in the Astro's singing contest.I could not believe him that he was in tv and singing F4's song.But i feel great for them as they know what are they doing and they could grab the chance or should i say the launchpad for a better future.For me?I still lookin for the launchpad beside i still recuperating..poor Alvin...