Where the brokeN hearts go?

Thursday; the promise broken again.Sad? No, i'm pissed off!!!I really despise the people who broke thier promises again and again.Thank goodness, that night i got charity dinner to attend.If not,i would be greatly depressed by the broken promise.
Anywhere, many of my friends to console to let go if the person you love,doesnt love you anymore.Easy to say but hard to do.The situation like this with no sms and no answer call, i'm really really tired.Now, 90 %,i given up for the hope.10 %, ihave no idea save it for what reason buti guess the sweet memories and she had given me the best,before.Is hard to turn back time but hey,heaven only knows.Well, she ignoring me for quite sometimes..now i just feeling like the leo koo's song which goes...." no need 2 b lovers, be a dog ,be a cats are better !!'
So, finally, my status now is single,erm..single but not available? partially single? Pretty confusing but if we could make it one more time,i wouldnt mind to start a new beginning but the stiuation still prolong like this,i will really give up.
But is kinda deja vu as every year around mid of the year,i would face a love problem,if break up, around 1 month past, the love will be in the sky agaian for me again.So,just keep my finger crossed.
After all these happened, i never thought i could be this strong.Is true,i thought it would be an apocalypse for me but it didnt turn out to be that way.