My love, she throws me like a rubber ball

Actually i wanna blog below the unwritten video bu then due to the website techincal problem,i can't.Anyway, this song is kinda great ,though you rarely hear it in Malaysia but is a huge hit in US.
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your innovations Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten .............
That's kinda my situation,my atmosphere or should i say the theme song of the moment now.I can put it into my soon -studies life and my love life.
In few weeks time i'm gonna live Ipoh and begin a new chapter somewhere.Yet, the destination is still unfolded but keep my finger crossed i've got offer in Kay-el.Why?I've got loads of friends there even the friends there are more than Ipoh.So, you know the reason why that i always hang out with the same perosn here in Ipoh.Besides, i guess someone is waiting for me there.Nevertheless,the quality of universities there are remarkable.Fear and excitement still is the subject of the day for me as now is really the time i have to go for veyr long time.But, i'll take it with open arms and as a challenge.Just bring it on.
So,my love life.this lovey dovey thing,kinda sweet actually.Though both of us still havent committed and officially declare to be couple but i can really see good things in us.It is way too fast to commit but i really hope one day i could call you dear.My eyesight won't be bad and i'm sure i wont find a wrong person again.Well, you may feel that:Alvin?So fast you've got target?Yeah i know is fast but love i slike a chance for me.I won't let go when the love comes.What about my ex?No need worry about her.I guess she is happier and having a fantastic life without me.Anyway, i wish her all the best but we're still friends rite?I still concern about her.
Next,sometimes i really puzzled what she trying to say; having the happiest moment of my life.Well, i'm not happy till can jump on the bed like a mad man but then i really feel sweet.I feel excited and my heart was like pierced by the cupid's arrow.I miss you very very much.