everything i know had Let me down

So today ,i had been queer eyes for the straight girls for the whole day..Choosing the best dress ,shoes...4 my friend but deep down in my heart and end of the day,i still worry and miss my dear.
These few days, things are litter better but days after days the chance to spend some time with her is slowly fade away.Dude,i putting my effort and my hope in to this so called honeymoon ,but shoudlnt b called honey moon since before i my exam.I wouldnt mind to wait for you but time is tickin very fast...1 weeks or just 4 days i wouldnt mind,i really wish could be with you and spend time with you before you off 4 studies..after we goig 4 our studies,we would hardly see each other..i really don't want to miss a thing..
Sigh..is very cruel world indeed,now is night and raining heavily,the radio is playing 'i can't live' by mariah.I CANT LIVE WITHOUT you....This is too sad for me too handle.I swith off the radio,look out through window..sigh..it just worst.The lonely dark lake is and its surface is speared by raindrops just like my heart speared and torn.A hundred days have made me olderSince the last time that I saw your pretty face.All the miles that separateDisappear now when I'm dreamin' of your faceI'm here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mind.Everything I know, and anywhere I goIt gets hard but it won't take away my loveAnd when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.It gets hard but it won't take away my love.I'm here without you babyBut you're still on my lonely mindI think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you babyBut you're still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight girl, there's only you and me