We belong together

Never thought that this around this time last year,i had a disaster in love.Same it goes with this year.Yeah, i'm sorta temporary separated with my lover right now.Yeah,no more those honeymoon stuff.Nobody will know how i feel right now.I'm trying to be mr brightside but sigh..the matter of fact is does not favor me,it is negative.
Since he gone for work somewhere far,i really not being supportive.Threw cold water.I'm sorry.We have fighted a lots for no reason.I know u given me a lot of chance til the very last chance i also just let it go.I'm very very regret.I know what you trying 2 say now but it is too late for you.I know i'm not worth of another chance.But i really can't let you go.We had gone through many many obstacles...from being strong in long distance relationship,from being targeted by those separated,from being hiding from our relationship.Dude, we had lot of great and sweet memories 2gether.Dear,we only left few days,y cant u hold strong to your sweet memories and let it go.I don;t know what u thinking right now but i hope u g\doing fine there and really calm urself down.I know u r independent and no need any one 2 walk to your path of your life but let me be the one who walk behind of you and if you fall i still manage to catch you.I still need you.I don't want to see you to get another guy and hurt you...i really don't want to see that happen.Let me the last bf 4 you.I know i loaded with bad attitudes that made you frusrated but i'm learning.The time right now is very very important lesson to me.I'm sorry dear.....you know since you said separated with me ,my mind just got this song...Maybe my love will come back someday,only heaven knows and all i can do is pray cause heaven knows
By the way, thanks all the concern from my friends.Thank you.Now i only know that i dun have many close friends in ipoh,all of them in kl,pg and Aus...sigh..if u anyone of you in ipoh,just call me out...and i hope you guys will wish me the best of luck that my love will be ok?