Days gone By but Nothing in the end

sigh...room cleaning almost week,make sure there 's not even a dust as i know she afraid and sensitive of it. Get an extra blanket as i afraid she might get cold.Bought listerine to get rid of bad breath.Bought apple yogurt as her favourite.Preparing the route and hot spots for our vacation in Cameron.Browse the old books for her studies in form six.Even online book a room in kl 4 our holidays.Bought a nice gigantic coca-cola lamp 2 enhance the bedroom.Planned the whereabouts for restaurants and coffee shop 2 have finest cuisine..but in the end, only me alone sitting on the bed,looking through the walls,the white empty walls.My only companion,is only my shadow.I really a loser now walking on this boulevard of broken dreams,my shadow who only walk beside me...Sleeping alone,without anyone beside me...
You will never know how disappointin i am.I look to your pics,u had enjoyable times with your friends,when is our turn to take pictures together?Why are the promises broken?Now i'm just a loser and loner who waiting his lover to come and visit but time ticking very fast..if too late then,i will be away far far away from you..Why i will never enjoy a holidays with my lover?.why...
By the way,though i'm super sad, but still got friends who really concern me though just a sms.Really appreaciate it.You guys rock!!!