far away

You know what, this is my third time to blog this entry. Thanks to this fucking computer, it auto shut down and i dun even have the chance to save my entry.Damn it. Anyway, i'm in Ipoh for the weekends and to chill out. You know, cloudy days without any dust, no traffic and uncrowded restaurants and no foreigners..just love it.But it is kinda oxymoron situation...feel kinda bored and rather quiet in ipoh. Maybe i'm too kl life already hehe. These past few days were tiring and hectic.Assignments and my ex housemate issue which got me on my nerve.Next will be even more tensed. 2 assignments due and 2 presentation and 2 replacement classes. Sigh,,,wish got shoulder to lie on when i got back home from the tiring class.
On the other hand, last thurs was Mitch birthday.Mitch, u already 20.Must respect elders like me.Treat them nicely esp person like me haha.Wish u all ur dreams come true. For her birthday, we had brunch at Kim Gary. Initially, i just order one lemon tea but thanks to thier limited appetite, they just gave thier desert to me. Mango pudding, jelly and secret recipe cake, you can imagine how full i am.Besides, i have to give credit to Markus.Well, i brought him to the brunch.Markus didnt know it was Mitch's birthday and he didnt know Mitch at all. So, since he felt so guilty or just being nice, in end of the day, he bought her a small but cute present.That was so sweet.Come on, if me or u out there, you wouldnt buy a present for a stranger or mere acquitance, rite? Markus...y u left so fast!! I missing u here.
Back to my love life.Still, i'm single but kinda unavaible.Yes, i admit that i found someone.He is not cutie or hottie.Hey, i;'m not a good look seeker or gold digger by the way. I just admire and in love by his substance.I'm not giving a chemistry class here.The substance means here is his inner beauty and his character..the way he cares about me. I feel very sweet when i was with him.He is a really sweet person...sugar pie honey bun i call it. He does know how to make a clever conversation.You know, the conversation that make u indulge and make u feel interested.He is not that person who wanna attract my attention but he is just a person who being himself.I like it...But i didnt confess or make any move.Why? coz it is long distance. I really afraid to be hurt again.I've got nightmare from mysecond ex. I really no idea what should i do..should i confess or being alone here and missing and thinking of him?




P/S: i'm not a smallville fan but this video is nice.....I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I miss youBeen far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never goStop breathing if I don't see you anymore...i hope one day and soon..i will sing this to u:Cause I neededI need to hear you sayThat I love youI have loved you all alongAnd I forgive youFor being away for far too longSo keep breathing'Cause I'm not leavingHold on to me and, never let me go